Wednesday, April 29, 2009

a Tribute

one and a half year ago,

me:'Kedah? gile ke hape nak anta akak kat kedah? tak nak la mama ! please ! im gonna die within 2 days.its damn far!'

mama:'ure not.trust me.i know whats best for you'

and that is why i end up taking foundation in law in Merbok,Kedah.
a place which had change me into a different person now.
and yes,my mom was right. it is the best place for me.

i remember the 1st day i was there, i cried the whole week. being so bloody ignorant. i dnt socialize at all. missing my famly 24/7. and missing my ex-honey(teeeeeettttt,sory hisham, it was a year ago.hihi). i thot im gonna have that feeling 4 the rest of the time while im in kedah.

but guess what? just a few days after the stupid MMS, i start to adapt myself. and start to enjoy my time in Kedah. without even realising it, im starting to fall for Kedah( penang too). i feel like its my 2nd home. im comfy.

part one..
part two..
part three..

time goes by..

i start 2 find the real me in Kedah,and yes, ive get thru some of my rebel moments here. mistakes that i did makes me a better person now. i found the real me. the real people who i can call friends. and also found my BabyHisham, my LoyalGirls(Sarah,Laili,Ely,Didie,Iza,Baby,classmates) and my Brothers. yes, i lost a few precious things,but i guess losing it makes me open up my eyes and here i am.

a strong FatinSyafira.
it takes shitloads to break me down now.
and this is all, thanks to the experience i had in Kedah.

i can stand on my own feet. i stop being a Baby Girl.

well, im not sure if ill be coming back to Kedah or not. hopefully no. as much as i love Kedah, but nobody wants to repeat.
but yeah. Kedah sure give me a hell of a life. Thanks. but to be there again, no thanks.(haha).

11 had spoken:

ZHARIF said...

waah i plak yang rasa sedih..i will have this feeling too at the end of this year.
See u soon at shah alam kak syafira.All the best.God bless u

Impossible..? said...

still cant get kedah out of ur mind is it? just imagine how i feel now. lagi dekat kot! hahahaha =D

love u boo. =]

fara_D said...

me and kedah will miss u sya.
for sure.

luckluck in shah alam kay?

;)

jgn lupakan kedah.

ochs widdle said...
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ochs widdle said...

best of luck to u sya.
sedih la tak dpt tegur u kan.
tapi,if i jumpa u lagi macam cth terserempak di hentianduta mcm hari dulu kan or else;mana-mana kat shah alam atau kuala lumpur kota keriangan kan.
i akan coba kuatkan diri sepenuh keyakinan menegur.
even muka u garang ke masa tu,period pain ke.peduli apa la kan..

huhu.

aCe+ said...

all wishes 2 u fatin syafira. n thanx again for the wave, its a sweet gudbye though. gudlux in SA n gudlux in life.

none said...

ahh sedihnyewww kitew bacew niew nntw kitew rinduw nakw ejekw shafiraw gemukw lagiw.

hehe.;p

FatinSyafira said...

generally to all :

weyh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sume !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jgn confident sgt la.
malu la i camnie kalu kene repeat my deary uitm peeps.
hahahahahahhaha~!
law paper that day da la cam sial.

FatinSyafira said...

to zharif :
honey, im the same age as u guys. do i look that old? ghahaa~!

to impossible:
well, hihihi~! rindu gak la. tp i xnak balek sane. i want all of us to get thru.

to fara_d:
thx babe. although im not pretty sure yet that ill be in s.alam next sem or not.

FatinSyafira said...

to ochs:
laaaaaa... yeke?
pena terserempak?
hhihihi~! ok2. len kali mesti tego ok !

to ace:
hopefully i dnt hav to wave for the 2nd time next sem..=p

to none:
i pon x dpt nak ejek awk lidi gak.
ahhahaha~!

Macham Iz Punye said...

tuh lah, nasib baik dah takpayah dtg balik. EH EH TIBA TIBA AKU PERASAN AKU PART THREE