SketchingLife

Bukan Kereta Honda

2010-06-26T09:01:00.000-07:00

Warning: Sila sediakan mop sebab post ini akan menyebabkan anda drool sampai lantai basah. eceh.

ini Honda feveret i. haa. kalau nak bg i Honda ni ngan 10bijik keta Honda pon i nak Honda yg nie. kalau Hisham ngn Honda, haa? eh kenape bg diri sendiri soalan susah nie. dah ah same umo. kan da confuse..=p
ok lah. ini ha. the blonde-well tanned- sexay- charming-tall japan's striker, Keisuke Honda. dah la sexay, terel pulak 2. da la hot, terel pulak 2.

dah la sexay terel pulak 2. ok lah, da cakap td kat atas. nak cakap agi ah. Honda nie bole replace Nakata. xsepet mcm Nakata tp same best eh tp x same ngan Nakata best lagi sikit tp Honda pun best gak tp same gak la Nakata ngan Honda,hey same ke? haish nape asek tanye soalan susah kat diri sendiri nie.

drool ladies !!!!!! drool !

i was just supporting japan and south korea 4 the sake of being in the same continent.oh well, u know, asian spirit. but i end up being one of japan's hardcore supporter coz of Honda. ok lah, saye busuk sbb support team sbb ade org hensem, boo me now,*my sister boo me 4 this very reason*but besides the fact that Honda is hot i also have faith in Japan. since south korea dah out a few minutes ago. kan. have faith in them pls.

ok lah. imma have to end my bimbotic moment now. boyfriend da jeling. bye !

uitm jek pon.. 2 pon nak kecoh

2010-06-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

"UITM jek pon..2 pon nak kecoh..WTH.. ahahhaahhaa..."

oh people, get a life. i teared myself for laughing too hard the first time i came across this shit. what could possibly had UiTM done to them till they have to form this small community of UiTM Haters in facebook. it seems rather absurd to me. it tickles me. and so my curiosity was triggered, stalkering this dude who came out wth such statement *ok,i know,its lame,but hey,this guy sure deserve the attention for what he had publicised,teheheh* he appeared 2 be a UKM student. well, i found this ironic because, hmm, u know, statistics show UiTM rank is above UKM. oh here, *click here*. well,not like it matter coz i always believe that standard of education relies on how an individual accept and apply it in life,but since he brought the case up, i just wanna came up with real core fact. it does have some sort of credit where one graduated but in the end, its always the best individual wins, ryte mates?

anyways, its not a big deal. its just something interesting for me to share with u peeps. something to laugh on. no intention to offend anyone. i believe in equality, aha, wtf?

cuti semester

2010-06-20T11:34:00.000-07:00

oh well,
cuti sem dah nak abes.
org lain keje.
i pon keje gak.
i menternak.
ternak lemak time cuti2 nie.
da byk dah i ternak.

ternak

dan ternak lagi

yang nie ternakan sampingan.

byk kan i ternak? nnt naik sem tgk la hasil ternakan i. bye. nak g ternak lagi.

OMG !!!!! MUST WATCH !!! pls pls.

2010-06-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

i guarantee u people are going to freakin drop ur freakin jaw after watching this freakin video.
seriously, not kiddin.
watch it 1st before bace bwh agi nnt xphm.
skang i yg x paham i tules ape..

ok. dahhh. tutop mulut masing2 sekarang. this video, currently, it is a controversial video in America. They said its inappropriate for this small 7 years old ladies to be dancing in that manner and to be in such attire. if u look at the comments *in youtube*, they are literally, debating for this video, which i found very very ironic, indeed. its not ok 4 a 7 years old 2 wear an appealing attire, but its the nature of adults to show off their cleavage. wtf. haha. kalau i la kan, ini kalau i jek la, which obviously being an anak belacan of coz, pada i la kan, baik kecik2 pakai mcm nie dr da besa.. oh common, kalau kte nmpk kat shopping complex bdk 7 taun perot boncit pakai baju nmpk pusat smbil tiru joget beyonce, is that inappropriate? x kan? mesti u nak picit sampai lebam anak org 2 kan? hey, kalau aku da kidnap bdk gemok kecik pakai sexay perot terkeluar. beyoncit !

RandomThots:// anyways, i check dr nuffnang, traffic i naik mendadak lepas iz post i kwan baik dia kat blog dia, babi u iz, fans byk rupenye. hahahaha.. sampai siap ade few girls msg i kat FB wooh. haish, susah rapat ngan org faymes mcm izdiyani musawwir nie. legendary bloggers. tahahah.

hakim lah hakim

2010-06-01T02:26:00.000-07:00

i am the same person no matter how i live my life.
deep inside, i am still me.
with that same principle, the same believes, the same flaws.
the same face with the same attitude.
but maybe i kinda adapt myself in my new surrounding.
thats called growing up. not changing.
so don't jugde dear old friends.
i am me..=)

langkawi awesome. sumpah x tipu.

2010-05-23T05:05:00.000-07:00

i give u one word. AWESOME gile nak mati. ok terlebeh one word. tp xpe. it shows how awesome langkawi is. sape2 sebut langkawi skang depan i mmg i will go and jadik annoying cte how wonderful langkawi is sampai Kedah patut baya i sebab asek2 promote langkawi. the cool thng is, u get a great vacay tanpa membocorkan poket u atau bf u atau tunang atau suami atau mak ayah u. its totally affordable. i spend less than rm500 in 4days, include everything.haahh? awesome x? awesome kan. kan. kan.

now picture tells how soothing it was in Langkawi. the scenary n all. yang atas ni, we went for island hopping. which only cost about rm4O per person. they'll bring u 2 3 diff island. dayang bunting ni salah satu. kat sini u get 2 mndi fresh water, bukan air laut, which is besides the see and its 2o meter deep. nabil dah pakai life jacket pon cuak nak terjun. mahahahha.

air hijau. haisshh. tempting ! nak g langkawi skang.

ok.kalau gamba kat atas x cukup, kalau i tipu langkawi awesome sgt, kenape amir jadik teruja mcm nie? haaa? kenape?

atau pun kenape luqman wat muke sentiasa teruja dr pagi sampai malam mcm nie? haa. cube sape2 explain nape luqman kat langkawi sentiasa bermuka mcm nie. mesti ah sbb langkawi awesome. haa. bukti kukuh langkawi awesome weyh. luq sampai je tepi pantai jadi mcm nie, sbb terpukau ngn ke-awesome-an langkawi.kan luq kan? hahaha.

this one, tmpt air paling cantik sekali. lebih cantik dr i ngn Elissa.ha. igt senang ke i nak ckp mcm ni kalau x cukop awesome. mahahahahha. ok ok. sorry. this is one of the island we went time island hoping gak, Pulau Pasir Besar. heaven ! the water is sooo freakin green and clean and u can actually see whats in the water. x silap i kat sini bole snorkelling.(rm140) and guys, here is where u ppl can so called 'cuci mata' sbb byk foreign girls pakai bikini mandi sexay2 woohhh i pon teruja tgk korean chic ahhh so hooot. ok.

and time malam, ade this Bar by the beach. music+beach? oh my ! u tell me that is not awesome. sape cakap x awesome, bak dtg skang ! kat sini, we met a few interesting people yaww. Reggae Joe pure vibracion is one of em,he is humble yet talented. ni yg ramai org tanye i kat Facebook sape mamat tuh, ha ni i jwb. Joe name dia. He's quite a legend in M'sia reggae's industry. pegi google pure vibracion kalau nak tau agi eyh? awesome. haish. bape byk awesome lagi i nak gune nie. awesome place awesome people lah kan.
ini Pantai Chenang. island where we stayed. chalet dia murah. rm75-150 per nite. pantai kat situ pon lawa gile sampai Hisham ngn Luqman sekali lagi wat aksi teruja mcm kat atas ni kan. ok seriously. skang i nk tnye lagi. awesome x langkawi?
and kalau nak jimat lah kan, u can always walk thruout the Pantai Cenang town. x jauh mane pon cume bole dehydrate jek ahh kalau jln tengah hari mcm kteorg. hahahah. coz the duty free complex is at the end of Pantai Cenang. quite far from the place we stay,but along the way to macam2 kedai murah2 ade yg i ngn Elissa byk pit stop sampai the guys menyirap, teheh. 1st day kami perasan kulit putih gebu sbb 2 we decide to walk, 2nd day kulit da mcm beach boy so x sanggup nak jalan. and u ppl know, kat sini bole sewa scooter, rm25 a day, and keta sewa Toyota Vios baru RM60 a day. haaa. 24/7 u baya rm60 jek. awesome la, awesome kan? ckp awesome skg.
pls tgk muke hisham. pls pls. hahhahahaha. atas boat laju nak g eagle feeding. after eagle feeding pnye session, i became sooo bloody attracted to eagles. oh my, can u see how they fly? handsome woohhh. that stuck up face, the size, the way they brought themselves, haish, agi macho dr HISHAM lahh. mahahaha.
kat mane2 i pegi kan, the 1st thing that will pop in my head is food. haa. tgk muke i makan. cm org gemok kan. hm. ok.ok bukan mcm, mmg gemok. usually, any tourism places the foods are pricey but not here baybeh. i cant say its cheap though. price standard la. but but i can assure u the taste is good coz we tried most of the restaurant there. fresh seafood. hmm. mari jerit awesome ramai2.
ok. yg ni gamba vain jek. hahah, saje letak. tehehhe. isnt it compulsary?

best kan? best kan?

so ur next destination is going to be Langkawi. ok? oh my, trust me people, its AWESOME.
wohoo. =)

silly sketch

2010-05-20T01:29:00.000-07:00

we drew it.
as silly as it seems,
somehow, at somepoint,
this silly sketch,
shows Love.

i'm back !!!!!

2010-05-18T00:47:00.000-07:00

woah. pretty nervous to start off back.
kinda lost my touch of writing,oh wait, do i have one? ;p
dah la title pon macam tipikal habes stok baru blog.

ok ok.
ill reintroduce myself.
its a whole new FatinSyafira.
older, i am 20 now.
wiser, nahhh.
taller? harapan la weyh.
fatter? hey, sensitive issue. ok. bodo. sendiri brought up the issue.
maybe havent change that much physically. haha.

house, Bandar Baru Bangi.
currently struggling in Degree in Law,UiTM, Shah Alam. (oh yes, da lps foundation)
taken by Hisham still
short hair,curly.
imma blog on random shits,just so u know.

oh well,
thats it 4 now. i guess.
masih bodoh nak type2 kat blog.
warm up. warm up warm up.
bye peeps.

kecik2 da gatal !

2009-08-04T10:58:00.000-07:00

as i was browsing the net,
this is what i found,
haaaissshhhh..
ape nak jadik anak2 kecil kini.
ngahahha~!

Our Kittens

2009-07-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

to certain people that know me so well,
this post might look weird to them.
coz in my entire life, i never show any interest towards cats.

dnt get me wrong,
its not like i hate them,
but im scared of em.

but miracle happens
i suddenly adore these two cute kittens
that i can even sleep with it

meet Paris.
its a male.
we mistaken him as a female at 1st, that is y the name is Paris.
blue eyes.
he is a spoil cat. terlalu amat manja mcm nak kene picit perot.
gatal. suke kacau kucing yg anak dara dan jugak mak janda.
he is my cat.

meet Shadow.
its a female.

she likes camera. she poses to every camera.
comel mcm nak kene penyepak.
she doesnt mingle.
she belongs to Sarah.

these two kittens,
we plan to marry them when they are old enuf to get marry.
so we can have one cute little baby cat coz they are both so damn bloody adorable.
and me n Sarah can be 'besan'. hahahahahha

blogging + shopping?

2009-06-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

i was thnking of starting a business.
since i have all the time in the world *yelah, sem nie satu paper je kan*
and someone suggest me to buat business thru blog.

so i start and browsing some blogs and ask a few ppl.
and well, tujuan utama nak browse blog adalah kerana untuk survey.

tapi...............

tapi kan.....

satu demi satu i browse....

wahhhhhh~!....

chanteknye.....

nie pon chantek kan syg...*mula berdialog dgn IncikHisham*

e'eh,nie yg paling chantek la kan? kan syg?....*leset2 kat IncikHisham pula*

dan......

disitu bertukarlah tujuan surveying kepada benda lain....
haishhhh....

no wonder ppl say this thing is addictive.
no i understand why.

anyways,
yeah.
i am trying to do some blogging shopping thngie.
feel free to suggest anything..=)

Lucky I guess

2009-06-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

luck and determination.

and a chance given by God.

Alhamdullilah.

i'll be repeating in s.alam.

Devastated

2009-06-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

i am a girl full of sins.
now God punish me.

i.officially.announce.that.i.repeat.my.law.paper.
yes.maybe.kedah.again.

thank.you.

*devastated mood*

what I am Today

2009-05-25T03:42:00.000-07:00

after so so long..

i suddenly feels like signing in my myspace acc.
i get thru the old comments...

i smile..
then laughing alone at 4am in the morning.

how kiddish im used to be,
the talk the words the friends,
some are still here with me some are not.

it surprise me how my life had changed tremendously.

but im thankful.

thankful that i am what i am today.

and thank u syafira's past.
coz u made me what i am today.

conference call

2009-05-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

time: 8:15pm
date:21st May 09

*my hp beeping*
3messages arrived..
laili. baby. didie.
they send the same messages.

"da check result belom?"

daaaaaaaaannnnngggggggg........ my hart drops !!!!!

FUCK ! RESULT DA KUA KE?

immediately i called laili.

me:hello.
laili:weeehhhhh, result da kua !!!!!!
me:shit! betol ke?
laili: tp i check x dapat.
(incoming call:baby)
me:laili, jap baby call i.
(me buat conference call,or in other words, combine call)
baby: hello
laili: hello
me: haaa....u were saying?
laili:eyhhh.. ape u wat nie, nape i ley dgr suara baby?
me:i conference call la.
baby:ape cte result?
laili: waahhhhh...coool nye. nie 1st time i conference call. *kuar topic*
me:hahahahahah....jakunnye !!!
baby:ntah..jakun gela.hahahahhaa~!
(didi call,i combine lagi)
didie: hello, ape cte result?
me:ntah . xbole check.
laili:eyh..didi pulak masok.
baby:diam la laili.
me:bia la dier.tgh jakun tue.
all:ahahahahahahhahha~!
(ely call.i combine call again)
ely:hello, result da ley check belom?
laili: ely !!!!!!!!
ely:wooohhhh,rmainye..
dd/me:teka weyh sape ade?
ely:eleh, syafira,laili,baby, didi.
laili:wehhh, korang da pena mkn crispy cream? lebeh sedap dr j.co.
us:xpena..kat mane?
laili: kat berjaya times square.
didi: owhh..benda 2 da kua kat m'sia lom?
us: $@%$*%(*^)(&)_*)_ org cakap mkn kat berjaya kat m'sia la 2.

*and the conversation goes on and on without anything got to do with our results. dan kami gelak ketawa mengilai seperti di hostel*

haiiiisssshhhh....

now i realise..
i miss the silly conversation we had,
i miss the shouting,
the yelling,
the laugh n the room,

to make a conclusion,

I DAMN MISS MY SILLY GORGEOUS GIRLS.

*grup hug*

them

hopefully nothing change between us no matter wht happen.
amin.

ps//:result x kua lagi. and too bad iza is not in the conference call. she's working. mish u too babe.

jiran saye mcm sial

2009-05-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

i am so annoyed.
i feel like burning my neighbor's hse for some reasons.
it is totally annoying,
irritating,
when he burns the rubbish or whatever shit waste he got beside my hse.

BLOODY IGNORANT PEOPLE !

hellloooooooo?
dnt u realise that the weather these days is so f-ing hawt and u plus it with open fire smokes.
f-ing stinks !
okeh !
u nak bau busok, bau busok sorang2 la weyh. i xnak hidup dlm asap. *kan da emo*
g baka sampah dlm rumah sendiri la weyh.

for god sake,
havent u heard of global warming?
nak kene tampa kemudian baka hidup2 baru nak sedar ke betapa annoying nye asap membakar sampah.

xcukop dgn membakar sampah, tiap2 petang nak basuh kereta perdana dia,
itu x pe lagi, ni sampai air terpercik pulak kat uma i. hoiiii !!! bf i pon pakai perdana okeh? x basuh pon hari2. rilex jek dier basuh 3bulan sekali(opsss,sory, kantoi disitu u pemalas syg,hihi)

i really really wish i could slap his bloody ignorant face and benamkan muke dier dalam ashes yg dier baka tue.

argghhhhhhh !

move out to somewhere remote with no people will complain whtever unhealthy business u wanna do if u wanna keep up ur damn selfish attitude.

huh~!

tresspass to land betol la !

terima kasih daun keladi, yg kali suprise lagi !

2009-05-13T07:34:00.000-07:00

I AM OFFICIALLY 19 YEARS OLD.

and i had a blast of fun and full of surprises that day.
owhh..

cool.

i wish everyday is my birthday. *byk chantek muka kau ! over !*

i feel like a princess *thanks to my HoneyHisham**my chocolate indulgence birthday cake*

terima kasih daun keladi syg ! *nak jugak ckp daun keladi*

updates

2009-05-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

i have so many things to update.
but i lost my cable and i cant upload pictures in my lappy.
huuu~!

silly me..=p

ill find ways.
do wait.*konon2 ade la org wait kan.haha*
hihi~!

necessary

2009-05-07T00:39:00.000-07:00

I URGENTLY NEED THESE STUFF

i want it !
and i'm gonna get it this holiday !

YES !!!!

a new handphone *LG KS360*

a new supersize handbag

a wedges that can fit to any of my dresses

more and more dresses

and more flats !!

and i am planning to lose some weights,
i mean not some,
a lot !!
i need to work out.
wish me luck !

a Tribute

2009-04-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

UiTM Merbok, Kedah.

one and a half year ago,

me:'Kedah? gile ke hape nak anta akak kat kedah? tak nak la mama ! please ! im gonna die within 2 days.its damn far!'

mama:'ure not.trust me.i know whats best for you'

and that is why i end up taking foundation in law in Merbok,Kedah.
a place which had change me into a different person now.
and yes,my mom was right. it is the best place for me.

i remember the 1st day i was there, i cried the whole week. being so bloody ignorant. i dnt socialize at all. missing my famly 24/7. and missing my ex-honey(teeeeeettttt,sory hisham, it was a year ago.hihi). i thot im gonna have that feeling 4 the rest of the time while im in kedah.

but guess what? just a few days after the stupid MMS, i start to adapt myself. and start to enjoy my time in Kedah. without even realising it, im starting to fall for Kedah( penang too). i feel like its my 2nd home. im comfy.

part one..
part two..
part three..

time goes by..

i start 2 find the real me in Kedah,and yes, ive get thru some of my rebel moments here. mistakes that i did makes me a better person now. i found the real me. the real people who i can call friends. and also found my BabyHisham, my LoyalGirls(Sarah,Laili,Ely,Didie,Iza,Baby,classmates) and my Brothers. yes, i lost a few precious things,but i guess losing it makes me open up my eyes and here i am.

a strong FatinSyafira.
it takes shitloads to break me down now.
and this is all, thanks to the experience i had in Kedah.

i can stand on my own feet. i stop being a Baby Girl.

well, im not sure if ill be coming back to Kedah or not. hopefully no. as much as i love Kedah, but nobody wants to repeat.
but yeah. Kedah sure give me a hell of a life. Thanks. but to be there again, no thanks.(haha).

45% to the end

2009-04-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

one down,

two 2 go.

ps//: fuck economy. i dont see any logics in playing around with numbers. im a dumb fuck when it comes to numbers. shit!

Hampir Terbang

2009-04-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

gangguan.
pegi gangguan.
jgn kacau.
pergi !
aku nak studi,
la babi.

aku hampir terbang.
tinggi.
konon terbang dibawa cinta mati.
separuh jalan.
aku berhenti.
terjatuh lagi.
sedar perlu hidup atas realiti.
cinta manusia, tak boleh bawa mati.
aku kene tipu lagi.

tak nak terbang.
sakit.
nak jalan atas tanah.
senang.
jatuh pon x bape nak sakit.

ok,syafira.
jalan atas tanah.

ps//: minta maaf post kali nie merepek. hanya beberapa manusia shaja paham.

One Step To Degree

2009-04-19T11:50:00.000-07:00

Nervous Breakdown.
Final is coming up in few days.
this time,
this papers will lead me to my degree.

Fuck.
i should have prepare earlier.
now,its last minute study.

pray 4 me people.
but i believe so i can do it.

*messy study table*

let me focus on my revising efforts for a while.
i have a lot to catch up..=p

fuck all distractions.
i can do this.
2 days left.
holy mother F.
i am in deep shit.

*away*

Bee Green

2009-04-07T00:30:00.000-07:00

as i am sittin in my room,alone,doing nothing.
*xreti nak bace notes walau exam da dekat*
something cross my mind.
Global Warming
this past few weeks, ive been learning about the environment in my Global subject.
and i had been an enviromentalist for GreendayCampaign.
for law fiesta.
then i pause.
start to think.look outside the window.

the constructions.
behind our college.
i get sick because of that.
the air is getting dirtier.
Merbok become hotter.
our backyard was a forest.
but now its clear.
not even a single tree.
*sigh*

then,my mind flies.
to future.
what if this continue and will never stop?
what will happen?
then, i make my decision.
why not,
i be an environmentalist?
since i already started, why shud i stop?
i believe that a little difference can make a massive change.

i'll go green.
i already quit smoking.*reduce maybe*
ill use more public transportation
ill recycle
ill bring my own shopping bag to malls

people,
save our earth.

i Stress

2009-04-04T00:04:00.000-07:00

i Stress.

mata kanan hampir cacat.
kabur. x nampak.
ya Allah.
saye xnak buta.
jgn ditanye mengapa i pakai spec ke kelas skg.
mata sakit.
xley pakai lens.

i Stress.

tort,criminal,contract.
economy?
mane yg da sangkut dlm otak?
NONE.
kimak.

i Stress.

laptop rosak.
igt boleh siap 2-3 hari.
sekali seminggu lebih.
babik.

i Stress.

dgn org sekeliling yg semakin cranky dan moody,
ade yg annoying,
juga menyusahkan hidup i,
yg suke degrade org utk gain self confident.
yg selfish,
pelbagai jenis org,
telan jek la.

Law Fiesta

2009-04-02T02:57:00.000-07:00

people post law fest's pictures.
i wanna post it too !!

so here goes..
kami pre-lawrian

the *crowd*

with babyHisham

backstage

fashion show

hot performance

zapin

zapin part II

anda prelaw uitm kedah? sila bace.

2009-03-29T03:20:00.005-07:00

i say, congratz and well done to pre lawrians,
the opening of law fiesta was a success.

TAPI..

sebelum i post blog berkenaan law fiesta,
berkenaan kemeriahan, ke-havoc-an, dan ke-best-an law fiesta.
let me point out the one and only flaw of law fiesta.

UNITY.

some may say bullshit. and perhaps anda tahu kenapa i ckp tentang unity? as it is the theme of the day. kerana sedikit masalah kecil yg tidak diselidik betul2. masing2 meluah perasaan geram dan dendam di majlis yg sepatutnye kami student prelaw meraikan hari kami. kenapa pilih hari ini? kerana ramai org dan org xkan perasaan sape yg bersuara?

sebelum mule kan ape,
ingin i nyatakan disini bahawasanye i sayang junior2 i, especially those who had been spending their last few weeks with,kepada junior zapin. saye sayang emilia, amar, IZ, rena, reen, tikah, dette, hana, ros, ily, abbad, zul, umai, haziq, wilson.. (ok,xde kene mengene)

dan

saya juga sayang mereka2 di batch saye the girls, nizam, shafeeq, fawaz, yazid, akif, luqman, amir, afif, karim, uncle, sobri, achai (maaf jika tidak sebut name anda)

motif i ckp i syg mereka, kerana di antara mereka inilah yg tidak puas hati antara satu sama lain. dan i nak sume tau, i tidak bias. but this is what i see. as someone that doesnt involved in the situation(atau mngkin ye secara tidak langsung).

dipendekkan kepada satu perkataan.
SALAH FAHAM dan EGO.

kepada part3 yg terlibat:

i tau. kamu senior. patut di respect. tapi kenape attack tanpa soal selidik? anda bace blog 'si dia' ke? bile tanye "i xbace, tapi i tawu ape yg dia tules'. sila bace sebelum buat conclusion.dan memang ape yg ade di blog 'si dia' mungkin menyakitkan mata atau mengguris hati kamu semua. tapi kite senior? show our maturity please. gain and earn the respect from the juniors, bukan meminta mereka respect kite. i x cakap u guys salah sbb marah kat 'si dia'. tapi x sepatutnye kamu semua melepaskan kemarahan sewaktu majlis yg sepatutnye sume ade hak untuk bersuka ria. bukan lebih elok jika tegur selepas majlis? atau bile2 mase tapi bukan di law fiesta. yes ! dia mem provoke kelakian kamu perhaps. tapi cerita yg saye dgr telah di-exageratte. and my dear syg2ku, it is very very immature untuk mengunakan physical flaw as an attack. sgt tidak adil. amat tidak adil. saya kecewa. betul kecewa. tapi masih syg u people kerana saye tahu cerita sebenar telah di tokok tambah. saye tahu anda bertindak begini atas dasar cerita yg tidak betul. mungkin i akan marah juga jika dgr cerita yg same. tapi percayalah, cerita itu tidak benar. tidak seteruk yg disangka. maafkanla dia.

kepada part2 yg terlibat:

mungkin pengajaran. mungkin rase freedom of speech ditarik. it is establish ur blog is well known. people read.and for the better, mungkin patut ditapis sedikit isi kandungan nye. kerana mmg ade terasa hati dgn certain post in ur blog. maafkan mereka, saye tahu, mereka tidak lah seteruk yg disangka. mereka jadi begitu kerana di provoke. SALAH FAHAM. tiada angin, pokok tidak bergoyang kan syg? (ceeewaahhh). tapi mmg x patut mereka buat mcm itu. maafkan lah mereka.

to all:

but people, dnt we all like to talk shit? kenape perlu membesarkan cerita yg x seberapa begini? kite same prelaw. org x ramai. i x minta korang berkasih sayang antara satu sama lain, tapi jgn lah bermusuh. tht is more than enough. mungkin untuk menyuruh kamu semua bersatu padu agak mustahil, tapi jgn lah mengutuk antara satu sama lain. buat bodoh jek la. lagi senang kan? xmo gaduh2. ape yg i nmpk, 2-2 pihak ade salah masing2. sila lupakan perkara ini.

kencing malam

2009-03-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

i look at the time.
shit ! it's already 1.15am.
i couldnt sleep,coz i really really wanna pee.
i tried to hold.
i can't ! the feeling is too strong.

"xbole jadik ! mesti kencing jugak."

i kuatkan semangat.
bangun dari katil.
meraba2 cari spectacles.
adeh,xde la pulak. perasaan mahu terkencing semakin mengencang.
xkan nak pakai contact lens semata2 nak pegi toilet.

"ok.xpe.lupekan spec.pegi jek toilet.xnmpk ape2 lagi bagus"

tgk kiri kanan.
i was hoping any of my roomates were not asleep yet.
hampes.sume x bujang,tido awal. crap !
now i really have to go alone.

pusing tombol pintu. jalan x tgk kiri kanan. dlm hati berselawat. ayat kursi. sume keluar.
kalau boleh, time 2 jugak la i nak bace yasin.
naseb baek toilet depan bilik jek.

semua berjalan lancar. kelegaan melepaskan hajat yang ditahan berjam2 tidak dapat di describe. time 2 da xpk takot da. tapi..tibe2.. bunyi benda bergerak...

hati da kencang. time 2 menyesal x dgr cakap mama ptg tadi. menyesal semayang x cukop. time 2 la pk nak taubat. padan muke skang tuhan xnak lindung i dr benda2 nie. tibe2 jugak la rase nak pakai tudung terus.

sepantas kilat i pakai seluar. bile nak buka pintu i baru perasan bahawasanya bunyi itu dtg dari pintu i.

FUCK WEYH !
what the hell am i suppose to do?

pejam mata. nak jerit ke x?
da la xnmpak. xpakai spec.
i cuba cool down diri sendiri. buka mata. i nmpk benda bergerak di depan mata. merangkak di pintu.

uiks? benda nie ke yg berbunyi td? tumpukan sepenuh perhatian di situ.
iye betol benda nie,tapi ape 2? i xnmpk la.
takot mule menghilang. teros i merapatkan muke i ke creature itu menyangkakan ia nya hanya lah seekor serangga(maklumla,serangga kat kedah ni pelik sket)
bile lebih kurang beberapa cm dgn creature itu, i nmpk mata nye terkebil.
TERGAMAM !

BABI SIAL, KATAK COLOUR KUNING. FARKIN DISGUSTING.

automatically,
i telah menjerit dgn nyaringnye sehingga org lain keluar dr bilik.
selebih ceritanya,biar lah org block i jek yg tawu.

haishhh..
katak babi.
nanti kau katak!

ps//:maafkan saye kerana menggangu tidur2 kwn2.hihi~ tetap katak amat menakutkan.

depression

2009-03-22T12:18:00.000-07:00

LAST SEMESTER.

it is suppose to be a word that i like.
but now,
going thru the last sem of this course, (law of coz)
make me miss my old part 1 and part 2 moments.

DARN ! I shud have appreciate those moments.
life have been so hectic lately.
loads of assignment need to be handed on the same deadline.
to maximum the pressure,
we get a very damn fussy-without-reasons lecturer.
not to mention that i already miss my family.
especially my mommy and my chubby sis.
and not having my honey Hisham by my side just pull the stress trigger !

*mood berbahasa melayu dtg dgn tiba2*

poket semakin mengempis,
mood untuk bershopping membuak2,
hati semakin susah.
syial !

TAPI...

ade baek nye.
berat sudah turun 2kg.
hahahha~!

maka disitu, saye tersenyum.

i still manage to smile in class BEL342(killer subject)

hari2 i tgk calendar.
kira hari,bile nak habis sem.
bace notes x jugak.
haram.

kadang2 termenung,
"nape i amek law?"
byk membaca, sedangkan diri ini paling malas membaca.
tapi bile pk balek.
baik membaca dari mengira.
2+5=?
i masih kene keluar jari untuk mengira.
satu2nye benda yang melibatkan nombor yg boleh menarik perhatian i adalah wang.
nak suruh i kira benda lain?
terima kasih jek la.
saya rela cuci berak org dari mengira.
disitu,
lagi sekali tersenyum.
BAIKLAH ! law adalah yg terbaik untuk diri ini.*semangat untuk hafal case*

5minit kemudian,

(baring atas katil tidur)

bersabar lah !

another 4 weeks 2 go.

debate team

forum

sorry

2009-03-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

a few weeks since the last time i update my blog.
sorry !

-i have no time to update it
-the wireless is friggin slow like shit.
-my lappy kdg2 wat pasal

but no worries,
ill make a come back,
and do some marathon post.

happy bufday hunn !

2009-03-08T22:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my Dear Old Friend, FARINAFATHIN.
may all ur wishes come true,
and have a blast of a 20 years old life.

lastly,
farina da makin tua !

hahahahahahhaha~!

random

2009-03-07T06:41:00.001-08:00

i walked.
i stopped.
i saw this.

hisham:what the hell?bapak bodoh.
emillia: gela cool park mcm nie.
me:nie reti parking ke x nie.

wanna noe what happen?
there is a guy in s.alam who park his car on the divider.
how cool is that?

accidentally or purposely?
god knows.
haha~!

hisham:wait a minute. i know this car.it's farez syah's la.
me:no wait,td i nmpk qaiser yg drve.

it's either one of them la.
hihi~!

sory u guys.
next time park properly ok.
nak cepat sgt g debate kot.

facebook

2009-03-06T19:59:00.000-08:00

well,
i know.

it's a bit late.
but hell?
better late than never rite.

everyone told me that i shud have one,
not that i don't want to,
but to lazy to make one,
and too lazy to maintain it.

but after so many requests *ehem2,konon faymes la kan*
i decide to open up a facebook accout.
so people,
add me ok.

e-mail:smashy085@yahoo.com

ps//: my page is still under construction ok.

s.alam.

2009-03-06T01:28:00.000-08:00

happy hols.

i'll be in s.alam this hols.

spending some quality times wth my Hubby Hisham and my Best Frent SarahYasmin.

find me there ok? =)

tag again.

2009-02-28T22:47:00.000-08:00

tagged by lovely FD.
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag some friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

bada boom(b2k)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

disease(matchbox twenty)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

staring at u(melodica)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Terbang(melodica)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

when i grow up(pcd)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Don't stop the music(rihanna)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

fall for you(secondhand serenade)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

kiss me(sixpence none the richer)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

stuck(stacie orrico)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?-

i know i know i know(tegan& sara) hahahahahaha..sumpah x tipu.lagu nie yg kua.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

walking with a ghost(tegan&sara)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

torn(natalie imbruglia) tipu !!!!xbetol.saye happy ok?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

you're so gay(katy perry)hhhahahahha..lagi sekali x tipu.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

breath easy(blue) gela la i pnye mp3.memahami gela.hahahha.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Dead and gone(justin)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

i'll stand by you(carrie underwood)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST

heal the world(michael jackson) ahahahahahhahahah...i love my playlist now.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

cinta(melly goeslow feat kris) OMG!!THIS IS CRAZY.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

rain on your parade(duffy)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

eat you up(boa)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

-no air(jordan spark)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

i could be the one(donna lewis)

ps//: sume jawapan adalah berdasarkan playlist shaja ok. tiada kene mengene antara hidup dan mati i.

tag sham,nabilah,sarah,leia.

lies

2009-02-25T10:22:00.000-08:00

lie.
or in other words,
hiding the truth.

it started when we were kids.
lie to mommy.
so that mommy won't scold us.
we didnt get beaten up.
so why lie?
to protect ourselves.

then bring the habit to school.
lie to teacher.
'i left my homework at home'
teacher 4give.
so why lie?
to save ourselves.

lying to teachers.
continue to friends,
'am i fat?'
even we know she's the fattest girl in class.
we say 'no,ure not that fat'
white lie.
so why lie?
to take care of other's feeling.

then we grew up,
and master the arts of lying,
get in institution,
again meet new cooler people.
we lie about ourselves,reputation.
spice things up so that we are one of everyone.
so why lie?
to fit in the cool society.

then we change,
turnin into someone that we are not,
start to holding on the stand of life that we dnt believe in,
agree on things that we don't.
to please our friends,
but inside,
we know that we lie to ourselves.
so why lie?
to make ourselves feel good.

clique separates,
probs occur,
try and find new people,
to be friends with,
again,start wth lie,
better yet,
make up stories and find flaw in others,
so why lie?
to strenghten our social position.

then we lie thru and thru.
till all our lifes are based on lies.

but can we live a calm life with lies?
and till when we can afford to lie?

is lie necessary?

tag.

2009-02-22T17:26:00.000-08:00

Rule #1-people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule #2-tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.
1.location?
dlm class bel342
2.Do you like tags?
ermm..depnds.
3.If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
be rich.yes.my mind is money.
4.What is your current mood?
tense.this lect is giving me a hard time.
5.What will you do if your crush says he/she adores you too?
ill melt.haha.
6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
hahahahhahahahhahahahha~! happened.
7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i would rather love myself la.senang ! and everyone love me.
8. What is your favourite food?
i'm the biggest fan of food. so my fav depends on my appetite.
9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
i dnt dislike people.i love everyone*wink2,with round cute innocent eyes*
10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
to have a better life.and to earn more money.(bole bg i sket nnt)
11. What catch your attention at best?
Basically,anything pink,but currently,pink phones.(highlight bia Hisham nmpk)
12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hot sizzlin mama,drop dead wifey and a person who will contribute a lot in society.
13. What are the reason that could make you so tensed up?
bile xde duet.
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
jovial.perasan cantik.haha.
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
rich,married and smokin hot.i dnt take choices.i make em.
16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
myself. haha.
17. What's the character must have in your partner?
the characteristic of Mohd.Hisham.
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you like to pick?
i dnt tear my heart in to two.sory! but whtever it is,ill pick Hisham.
19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
grunge are 4 bastards.i believe in forgiving make the world a better place.
20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
having relationship (jawapan untuk jage hati bf,ghaha)
21. chocolate or vanilla?
chocolate bar+vanilla ice cream.
22. Who are the 5 person that you wuld like to tag?
my babysham,bestie sarah, arieWacko, siGenitotin, ace.

2009-02-21T23:38:00.000-08:00

kami memang suke penang,

walaupun kami bukan org penang.

tapi suke penang.

dan saya pulak suke pergi penang with my girlfriends.

coz no matter where i go,

but when it's with them,

the time are just valuable.

love u girls.

*muahhhxx*

bagaimana lagi?

2009-02-21T22:51:00.000-08:00

iye. my latest pic.

ape?

a'ah.rambut da pendek.

apedia?

da gemok ?

shut up !

i know !!

abes camne?

i senang hati.

jeles ke?

huhu!!!!

i da exercise !

org suruh wat urban workout.

pon i da wat.

pilates.yoga !
i've done it!

tp x consistent la.

i agak pemalas.

tp saye nak kurus.

bukan skinny bitch.

just wanna lose some weight.

apedie?

diet?

go to hell.

food is too tempting 2 resist.

i love food weyh.

more than i love Hisham.(hahahaha,sory baby)

gimme some suggestions.

i hate my figure now.

stress !

nak mkn byk,tapi nak kurus jek.

bole x?

bole kan ?!

CAKAP JEK BOLE !

FARK,I HATE MY FIGURE.

ps//:my Hisham has create a blog,and interesting.

Hisham and the Shirt story

2009-02-19T22:13:00.000-08:00

tired !!

just got back from class,

just about time when my Honey Hisham called,

i really need to talk to him due to the stress that ive been thru in class just now.

hisham:hi baby,wru syg?
me:i just finish my class. wru?
hisham:im in campus.waiting 4 my next class to start.syg u wanna noe
something x?
me:yerp.wht is it?
hisham:in my campus nie skg ade trend the girls pakai baju bf
dieorg.
me:(blur kejap)... erk? really?
hisham:yeah..
me:but how do u noe that is their bf's cloth.
hisham:oh common,i tink everyone can tell. they are wearing big
shirt. Obviously it's not theirs.
me:huh?big shirt?they wear it wth skinny jeans ke b?
hisham:a'ah.. how do u noe?
me:hahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha(gelak terguling2)
hisham:erk?nape u gelak ?
me:hahahahahahahahahahahha(cant stop laughing)
hisham:yunk !! why are u laughing?
me:bie ! skg mmg girls pakai oversize shirt with skinny jeans la. it's
the fashion now. tue bukan baju bf dierog.
hisham:owhh..yeke? mane la i tawu(suara xbersalah). owhh..syg da
mkn?
me:eley,nak tuka topic la 2.malu la 2. hahahahahha
(and i continue laugh till 5mnts)

he always made up my day and keep me laughing.

that is what i love about him.

pardon my babyHisham,

he just dnt give a shit about what is in trend now for the girls.

he pay full concentration on what i wear shaja.(dnt be jeolus ladies)

haha~!

anyways,

yeah, wearing an oversize shirt is kinda cool.

baju ketat2 is so lame already,

so last century.

it's comfy and casual now.

2009-02-17T00:03:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we hate the living guts out of each other...

and sometimes we are so infatuated by each other...

but at the end of the day, we still LOVE each other...

SO FUCK YOU BASTARDS WHO IS TRYING TO BREAK US APART

THE END

A series of unfortunate events...

2009-02-12T04:56:00.000-08:00

First things first, the past few days haven't been so good for me, i was dealing a lot of stress lately and it was just a matter of time before i blow up. Apparently Shah Alam is a lot stress. So i decided to do something to blow off some steam. I went to see my girl Fatin in Kedah. I bought a bus ticket to Kedah which leaves at 12.15 am, after i bought the ticket i was so excited to get back to the place which i started to discover myself and who i really was. So on the way back to my house a motorcycle suddenly came out of nowhere and we hit the guy off his bike. Damn that was scary, at first i thought that he defitently was going to die and secondly, my wrecked car. The car suffered serious injuries compared to the guy that we hit. So we settled everything at the police station. And there goes my month without my car. Its tragic, i know. Moving on, as planned, my housemates send me to the bus station around 11.30pm and waited for the 12.15 bus. While waiting i thought how would Kedah be like after i left for 4 months. I waited and waited and waited till the bus finally came at 2.00am in the morning. And at that moment i knew that it would be a long night. I had the feeling that bad events was coming towards me. So i ignore the feeling and just got on the bus. As soon as i got onto the bus, i went to sleep like a baby. An hour into the journey up north, i remembered i woke up and the entire cockpit was covered with smoke. Everybody on board panic and screamed for the bus to stop, which we finally stop by a road side in the middle of god knows where. The bus broke down. And the first thing i said was " Here we go again", knowing that my bad luck wouldn't end just that. We waited for the replacement bus for about an hour. And when i finally got onto the replacement bus i was relieve and prayed for a smooth journey. It was smooth alright, i was sound asleep until the bus stop for a rest at Ipoh. I woke up, get down from the bus and thought of buying some water. As i reached for my back pocket, my wallet wasn't there, i got on the bus and went searching for it like a mad man. Still i couldn't find it. I must have dropped it during the exchange buses, as i thought to myself. And at that very moment i knew that i was fucked. All this happen within the space of 12 hours, all in one night. Talking about bad luck huh? Well i finally reached Kedah around 8.00am. A friend of Fatin picked me up from the bus station and as soon as i met her, i told her everything about my series of my unfortunate events. In all, it was worth it. Missing the girl who i truly love and finally get to be in her arms was priceless. Knowing that my story can never be compared to some people who are more unfortunate then me, made me think that all the things that happen to me on that night, was just something silly, and it was just a minor problem.

lupa

2009-02-06T12:26:00.000-08:00

location:kolej masria,uitm.(bilik baby)
waktu:4.33am

xbole tido.

i bongkar laptop laili.
tgk2 gamba vain dier.

"hmmm...chantek gak dier nie(ckp dlm hati)"

bukak semua folder yg ade kat dlm lappy laili.
jadik stalker.
memenuh masa lapang.
open folder,click,open folder,click.

sampai la ke folder...
*bluetooth exchange folder*

*click*

....tergamam jap.....

kenape jumpe gamba lame2 i?
owhhh ok.. dia x buang lagi.

mcm nie,
sem 1 dulu suke pakai laptop laili.
ske send gamba2 kat laptop laili.
gamba2 yg ade kat laptop laili nie,i da xde da.
i da DELETE.
tp ade pada laili.
i yg buat,tapi i terlupe.
smpi skg baru i terigt.

beberapa jam membelek dan tenung gamba2 saya dan 'org lame',

hmmm..

pelik.

hambar...

xrase ape...

saya da lupe da ape rasenye.

skejap2,cube igt..

eish,xigt la.

bagusnye.

TAHNIAH FATIN SYAFIRA.

awk mmg 100% lupa dah kat dier.

=)

NabilahZainal

2009-02-06T09:50:00.000-08:00

Nabilah Zainal.

i knew her since i was 11 years old.
standard 6.
we spent most of our school days 2gether.
after finish our high school years,
we didnt see each other that much.

but the bonding of best friend is still there. *hope so,tink she felt the same way*

after 1 damn freakin year.
we get to see each other again.
and we met in sunway pyramid.

and..
we still laugh at each other's silliness.
which is a good thing i guess.

saya tak makan mc'd. dia jek.(ee..killer)

ignore my fats.

but hunn,
sory la sbb ade sedikit masalah pada hari itu.

xpe lah,
next time we have girls day out.

Tiada Hisham atau Syamel.
paham?

ahahha~!

ok.
dia bukan kawan saya.
dia 'Nabilah' saya.

a little something for someone

2009-02-02T03:30:00.000-08:00

dear my dear,

i've been doin a lot of thinking before posting this post,
i'm just not sure should i or i should not hit back,
or maybe i'll be as immature as him by posting this blog
but i believe that this post has no intention of insulting and criticizing anyone.
which is different from his post.

explanation :
again i dnt understand y i shud explain this, but somehow i tink that it is necessary.
As for me,when i said i don't put expectations in my relation doesn't mean that i didnt put expectation at all.yes ! it sounds bullshit if i say we dnt at all. We do expect to get marry. We do expect to live a fairy tale ending but we choose to focus more on what we have now and not to tink that much about what future have for us. In more simple sentence,we just go with the flow.

but i just dnt get it. why is he so piss about the expectation thingie?

my thoughts:
please dont go over board. i never ever,as i remember, not even once hurt ur feeling purposely.
maybe u tink i shud not interfere but ur latest blog actually talk about my pride if u read that properly.i dnt know if u wrote while ure sober or not but that is really really went off limit.

i dnt keep grudge,
nor revenge,
just disappointed seeing a person i respect say something like that.
worst,in public.

i have more to say,
but i don't tink it's proper to put everything here.
unless he wants to confront me.

*if u tink i had got nothing to do with it,think again,u involve me honey.

picnic

2009-01-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

sg.gabai.
fun.
tired.
dangerous.
slippery.

definition of sg.gabai.

haha~!

here are some pics to describe sg.gabai.

being there with my famly and HoneyHisham are amazing !

*i get so many bruises here.haha~ tips:be extra careful when ure at waterfall.

home

2009-01-23T08:46:00.001-08:00

home sweet home.

saya chenta kl.

dan,

27hb saya akan ke Batu Pahat.

yeah !!!!

wait 4 me.

humanity

2009-01-14T11:39:00.000-08:00

Before i start writing this time,
let us spare some time of ours to recite Al-fatihah 4 the victims of Gaza war.

AL-FATIHAH

Just to let everyone know,
I'm not a politician,
I'm not a minister,
I'm not an army,
even better,
I'm not an adult.

I am a plain 19years old pre-law student,
with not much knowledge in politics.

but all this doesnt stop me from knowing what is happening in Palestine,
because one don't need a degree to understand the uncivilised war that is happening there.

it only takes a stable conscious mind to realise that the attack that Israel did was inhuman.
cruel,indeed.

it all happen because of the ego of leaders,
selfish leaders.
sacrifice hundreds of innocent life 4 their own satisfaction.
is that fair?

where is UN?
In this kind of time who suppose to bring peace?
what is Veto power?
lettin the war continue?
what is democracy?
perhaps an easier question,
where are their sympathy to the kids and women that know nothing about what's goin on at their places?

This attack is beyond cruel,
there are no definite words can describe the chaos in Palestine,
craving for foods,
thirstiness,
blood flows like rivers,
dead bodies everywhere,
bombs drop like rain,
insecure,
losing their love ones....

the best part,
most of the victims have no idea what is going on to their living place.
what right does the Israel gov have to take their life away just like that?

ya Allah,
where are the feelings of humanity gone?

*click here*

NAUZUBILLAH....

ya Allah,
jauhkan lah kecelakaan ini dari negara aku.

imagine if this happen to our society?

AL-FATIHAH.

overnite in penang [again]

2009-01-11T12:04:00.001-08:00

kami overnite.

hobi kami memang overnite.

kami snap byk pics.

enjoy !

antara activity sewaktu overnite:

1. singing thruout the highway(kerana radio kereta rosak)

2.tgk donaz ngan dd gado manje

3.watching movie 4 20minutes in Gurney(kami sesat dalam bangunan gurney pukul 1pgi.darn!)

4.menyakitkan hati sendiri dgn melihat couple berpegang2an(shial)

5.mkn nasi kandar sampai nak muntah.

6.bergelak ketawa sehingga perut jadi cramp

7.sitting by the beach until we were freezin like shit(best part)

8.on the phone bersama my baby Hisham by the beach(on phone jadik !)

here are the pics

ENJOY !

kami vain.

lagi2 bila by the beach.

kami pnye vain tiba di tahap kemuncak.

itu sahaja

thx !

Hisham's post...

2009-01-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

Let me apologize to begin with since this is not my girl's post. The ultimate happiness that someone could have, cant never be measured with anything. The love you have for that particular person can never be measured or compared with anything else. The reason for this post is just like any other post; and that is to expressed themselves. I have been through a lot since i was a teenager and if i write it on the blog, everybody would be in shock and awe. Fatin Syafira, the love of my life, the blood that pumps into my heart and my soul mate. Basically, she complete me as man and also a person. She thought me the basic fundamentals of been a good person, yes, its true, she changed me. Moreover we both changed into an almost perfect being. Love is not a feeling, it is an ability. I showed my love to her mostly on the things that i do to her. The simplest thing that you do for example, at times when she feel tired, i would just give her a massage or sometimes we just sit down side by side without saying a word and we still enjoy each other's company. Once when i was in Brunei, she once spend all her pocket money to call me just to hear me say hi. A relationship is more pure and sincere if you don't put expectation. I mean its always the guy expect the girl to give up her virginity and the girl expect the guy to go wherever her friends goes. But me and her, we don't have expectation. We both don't like to put our relationship in the position where is pressured. We been in the darkest times of our lives and no matter how dark it gets, we both know that at the end of the tunnel, thereto be a light. And once we both are there, the happiness that we had is heavenly. So it goes without me saying that, i will marry this girl one day and i want to spend the rest of my life making her happy. And nothing can stand in our way. Don't believe me, ask her yourself. Till then. Spread love, because it pays in the end.

you,yes you

2009-01-08T12:09:00.000-08:00

you,
i was in love with you,
but u never appreciate me,
so i give my hart to someone else,
and let u with ur way.

you,
after u hurt me this way,
u keep on comin back,
to show that ure not dead,
but i'm over u.

you,
always put the blame on me,
even when i'm not with u,
u try and find fault in me,
and try 2 hit me hard on the face.

you,
trust me when i said i'm over u,
thre's nothing left 2 discuss,
nor explain.
it's really over,
and i never regret it.

you,
whatever i do,
got nothing to do with u,
whatever u heard,
just keep it 2 u,
coz i noe i'm livin a better life now.
and 1 thing 4 sure,
it is without u.

you,
we are history.

you,
it's over.

you,
i don't want to hear anything from u.

you,
stay away from me.

a*** akan jage fatin even kalau kte da xsme2.a*** xkn lupe responsibilities a*** kat fatin. a*** akan tgk2'n fatin dr jaoh.

you,
i 4get whatever u said 2 me already.
i dnt noe u now.
and i dnt wanna noe.

you,
goodbye.
take care.

*i just don't love you no more*
(its a link)

king julien-madagascar-

2009-01-08T10:42:00.000-08:00

have u watch madagascar?
yeah..
it is hysterically funny.
even ive seen it million of times,
i will still keep laughin at their jokes.
coz they are so..
i mean so..
literally STUPID.

HAHAHAH~!

But there's one character in this movie that really attract my attention.
seriously,
he is so damn hilariously funny.
since madagascar 1.
till no 2.
he just made my day everytime i think of this character,
i'm not kidding u.
i laugh evertyme i rmember his parts in the movie(u can surely ask Hisham bout it)

he is...
none other than.......

-KING JULIEN-

owh yeah,
he is the definition of funny 2 me.
he's cute,charming,funny,attractive essence and best of all,
he is a king.

the scenes that hits my maximum laugh.
1) the sacrifierce scene(click here)
2) the song (click here)

hahahaha~!

girls dig u king julien.

hahahahhaha~!

even as i typing about him rite now i cant stop myself from laughing.

hahahahahah~!

I LOVE KING JULIEN.

long distance relations

2009-01-07T05:11:00.001-08:00

i mean long distance relations.
is it working?
is it possible?
hmm..

naturally,
two individual that crazily in love with each other need 2 see each other often.
the question?
what will happen if they are separate by distance.
will the love fade?
will the trust shake?

i always thot that people with the mind set of 'long distance never work out' are bullshit.
coz i believe that love can be spread by many ways.
not just by meeting each other.
but now,after observing and experiencing lots of stuff,
my stand on 'long distance' becomes vague.
and i alwez wonder what are the exact things to do to maintain the relation at the same level.
or is it impossible to maintain it?

how about trust?
does it help?
loyal?
patience?
understanding?

Mr.S told me:

'it's the same,long distance or short distance,the word distance is still there. its the partners choice to choose how they live their relations.distance should not be an excuse.'

being long distance means a partner needs to do a lot of give and take.
is it?

*sigh*

i guess every partner have their own way of handling long distance relations.
and a million respects to partners that can get thru it awesomely.
coz i noe its aint easy to do it.

as for me,
i love him.
i need him.
i cant lose him.
i'll do anything in my power to preserve the relation at its level.
the rest?
i leave it to fate.
i believe there's reason in every occasion.

but still this question will keep running in my mind.
can the love be maintain at the same level when a partner is separated thru distance?

till then.

miss

2009-01-06T12:03:00.000-08:00

saya miss Hisham.

sgt2.

sape bagi Hisham kat i sekarang dapat rm10,000.

okeh?

NOW !

wonders of kedah

2009-01-06T09:27:00.000-08:00

SAPE CAKAP KEDAH BOSAN?
step rite in front of me now.
now !!
haha~!

we(me,dd,laili,aisya) just explore the new cool place that u people can hangout.
i swear weyh,its cool.
ull never feel like ure in kedah when ure here.(exagerate)

how we found it?
we went out to go to the public library to find some articles 4 assignments.
then,biase la,kami mane ley tahan di kelilingi buku2 lame2.
so,kami keluar.
on the way 2 to the car,we saw a signboard.
it says,

TAMAN REKREASI.

our reaction?

syafira:ade ke taman reakreasi kat kedah nie?

didie:wow,taman reakreasi la.

laili:la,ade tman reakreasi rupenye kat kedah nie.

aisya:taman reakreasi 2 ape?

so we decide 2 have a look at it.
it was just beside the library.
it was huge.
i mean HUGE.
humanga-danga(exagerate lagi)

so?
we go and check out,
and this is what happen.

hari si anak dara belagak anak kecil.
haha~!

sliding down the slide

*the cool slide*.sape x try dier bodo.ghaha~!

the slide again

kami tahu panjat.yerp!

swing

u tink that is cool?
wait till u see pics down here.
wait2.
picture this,
can u imagine theres a mini zoo there?

hah?

terperanjatkan?
told u so!

deer yg peramah(laili communicate with this deer)

mr.macho eagle.

exotic trees

xtipu !
betol !
i swear!
ini memang kedah.
hihi~!
xpecaye?

sila lah percaya.

sekarang sape kate kedah has nothing?
please step rite in front of me now !
i tampa sket bg sober.
ahahaa~!

hah.
tawu takot.

jgn kutuk kedah lagi.
ok?
hihi~!

SEKIAN.

recap

2009-01-04T16:41:00.000-08:00

recap.

just the major things that happen throughout last year.

2008.

it's a year where my maturity is tested.

where i feel like I'm growing up.

and..

the massive changes in my life happen this year.

hisham's ambush birthday bash

found *myLOVE*

raya 2008

sightseeing penang

shop till drop

mois club

the *break up*

sarah's party

a peek of my life.

part of it.

just the moments that i get to capture.

more?

1)I moved in 2008(johor to bangi)

2)I become a U-peeps(UiTM Kedah)

3)I learn so many things in 2008

dear 2008,

im gonna miss u.

thanks 4 making me a better person,

and giving me a hell of experiences in life.

bye 2008.

hey 2009! =)

begining of the end

2008-12-30T10:18:00.000-08:00

sory again i havent update my blog 4 ages.

let me giv u my reasons:

1)coz i'm at home.i believe my life at home is private.
2)coz i'm at home,and i hav plenty of stuff to do.
3)coz i'm at home,and ive been busy spending tyme with my famly,lover,and my school peeps.

but there are some stuff that i can share.
my holidays this tyme are full with love.
YEAH PEEPS !
L.O.V.E.
u read it right.

currently i'm still in kl.
i'll be heading 2 kedah 2morrow.
aiyo !~

my feeling rite now?
common la.
I AM SO GOING TO BE HOMESICK.
my baby hisham is already in s.alam doin his degree in law.
yerp ! i'm proud to tell that.
DEGREE IN LAW bkn DIP in Music ya people(opsss..sensitive)
another thing!
i'm use 2 wake up late.
now i have 2 reschedule my sleeping cycle.
aiyo !

but u know what?
insyaAllah.
this will be my last sem.
so i will strive to score.
score,score,score.
that is what i plan to do this sem.
so please,
anyone who read this,
keep on reminding me.
TO STUDY!

JANGAN NAK ENJOY JEK LA SYAFIRA WOIT !

hehe~!

yeah KEDAH !!!

HERE I COME AGAIN.

VC CUP PART II

2008-11-27T01:23:00.000-08:00

Let's just summarize what happen there.
and new things that I learn throughout VC CUP.

i learn more about debate skills(obviously,that was the main purpose everyone are there)

i begin to imagine my life in UiTM Shah Alam.
the 'pak guard' is so damn cool,
he didnt even bother Hisham hug me in front of his face.
ghaha~!

makes my bonding with miss Sarah Yasmin stronger.
how did this happen?
God knows.

i'm taking my relation with Hisham one step ahead.
again.
how did that happen?
certain ppl know.
=)

i learn not to trust people easily.
seriously,
it scares me to meet the people that i've meet there.

i learn that the UiTM S.Alam security is darnly sux !
fuuhh...real talking man !
it's a shitty.

i get to noe Bird.
hahahahahaha~!

yeas !
it was a short week in VC CUP.
but still,
i learn so many new things.

VC CUP

2008-11-26T02:29:00.001-08:00

the nerve 4 VC CUP is over.
congratz to the UiTM Kedah team as well.
all of us did our part well.
(even thereS a lot of shits happen)
but still,i believe that everything happen 4 reasons.

i cant post many pics as the pics is not with me yet.
(cam rosak,darn cam !!)
so,here's some pics.

izzad is NO.1 debater

bird a.k.a Hisham

team

kaizer debater

shitloads of stuff happen in VC CUP.
and i have so many ppl to thanx to..
1)my hunny hisham-coz he was the reason why i'm there
2)sarah-place 2 crash in and being my companion
3)alex-a god leader
4)shafeeq-4 the ride and the care(typical papa)
6)emillia-being my loyal companion
5)ikhwan,izzad,fd,darnisa-4 being such a cool team mates

and 4 the new people that i had met and get to know
1)Farezz syah-4 being our baby sitter and the ride.
2)Kiera-a new hawt girlfrent
3)aiman-the cute innocent boy
4)shafik-2 host a house party
5)kaizer-4 being a new cool frent
6)faris,leya,hafiz and other ppl that i talk 2 but i dnt noe the names.

all of the VC CUP people are cool.

K.I.T.

AITES !!

dunhill

2008-11-26T01:53:00.001-08:00

aiyo.
ppl,sory coz i havent update my blog 4 ages.
well,
i'm livin a busy life.
whts new?
i'm already in bangi.
yeah !
finish one 2 sems,
one sems to go.
but yeah !
this sem is so much fun.
and had taught me a lot to.

anyways,
this cool(4 smokers)
4 non smokers.ignore this blog !

dunhill ade new pack..
hahahaha~!
xde keje?
i just thot that the pack of that new dunhill is kinda cool.
haha~!

HAHAHA~!
xde keje laen la kan.
i noe.
rase?
i xtawu la pulak kan.
ihihi~!
let the smokers judge.

perlu kurus

2008-11-09T20:33:00.000-08:00

sgt perlu kurus.

badan semakin naek.

gamba jadik semakin x chantek

sgt perlu kurus !

diet syafira diet !

sekian terima kaseh.

a quote from totin.

2008-11-09T11:06:00.000-08:00

lagi sekali i xde keje.
checking on ppl's blog.
and i found this.(on totin's page)

'tapi boleh juga terjadi dalam hidup semua orang-in general. In the end, kita menjadi orang baru, masih sama dengan diri kita yang dulu, hanya bertambah pengetahuan, bertambah dewasa, karena kita telah menyelesaikan 1 chapter baru lagi dalam hidup kita.'

i just thot it's interesting.
becoz it happens 2 everyone.
the changes that we had in life.
the difference is,how u change.
and sumtimes ppl can be very judgemental on how u change.

they judge based on:
1)the appearance
2)the dress up
3)the social life

at the 1st place,
y do ppl like 2 judge other ppl so much?

TEKANAN BILE DINILAI OLEH ORG DAN NILAIAN ITU X BENAR !

sampai porak peranda hidup kadang2.
as 4 me,
i lose what I love becoz of too much judging.
very damn frustrating.
but no worries,
everything happen 4 a reason.

so anyone out there who like to judge ppl so much.
STOP JUDGING TILL U GET TO NOE THAT PERSON !
it's unfair to do that.

ps//: A respect and salute to totin who manage 2 stand all of the judging that useless ppl had said to her CALMLY.respect that !

why suddenly i have fringe?

2008-11-09T09:43:00.000-08:00

warning:this is stupid .

fringe?
hihi~!
ok2.
here's the story:

i went to penang for overnite.(without sleeping 4 2 days)
so?
can u imagine how sleepy i am?
sambung story..
dlm keta,ntah kenape,my hand is so gatal.
u guys tawu x tmpt lekat2 kat dlm keta 2?
i dnt noe y in the world i did this.
so plss,dnt ask y.
i lekat that thingie at my forehead.(maybe becoz it looks kinda cool)
stupid?
yeah..kinda.
ala,common.i bet all of us hav our own stupid moment kan?
so that is just one of mine.
after i lekat that thngie i feel so sleepy
and....
i ASLEEP.
which means,agak lame jugak la i wore that thing at my forehead.

so after a few hours,
i woke up.
and that thing da xde kat dahi i.
well,
thx Hisham sbb cabotkan..
but then.......

Hisham:Sya,bangun da sampai.Sarah da keluar dah.
Me:emm..ok..

i look at myself in the mirror(its a reflects thing that girls do before goin out from a car)

Me:AAAaaaaaaaaaaAaaaAAAaa...HISHAM !!!!!! ape kat my forehead nie?!!!!!
Hisham:owhhh,u lekat that thgie lame sgt.jadik la cam2.(ckp dgn penuh cool,like nuttin happen)
Me:y didnt u tell me earlier?
Hisham:coz i noe u will reacted like this?
Me: (sambung jerit lari masok mcd)

masok jek dlm mcd sarah da gelakkan me da.
u know whats at my forehead?
A FREAKIN HUGE BLOODY BIG ROUND LEBAM.(mcm lovebite,hahah)
but its not love bite la ppl..plss.
its becoz i maen that lekat2 thingie.
PADAN MUKE SYAFIRA !

So,
solution?
fringe la.
so org xnmpk forehead i.
ihihi~!

soo...
that is why i have fringe this few days..
ok?
xpayah tnye lagi knape.

xde keje.

2008-11-09T09:11:00.000-08:00

i rajin.
ntah.
i boring.
tibe2 alex ckp dad's shaf is in wiki.
then i goes 'fuuyooo..gela cool'..
haha~!

so i kan rajin.
i check la.
'uish,betol la,caya la alex!'
gela stalker u ni kan..
hahah~!

Prof. Dr. Shad Saleem Faruqi is a Malaysian Senior professor of law who has served Universiti Teknologi MARA, Shah Alam, Selangor in various capacities from 1971 onwards - as Head of the Diploma in Law programme (1979-1984), as Assistant Rector (1996-1999), Assistant Vice Chancellor (1999- 2001) and Legal Advisor (1996-2006. He has also served on the faculties of law at the International Islamic University Malaysia and part time at Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. At the age of 19, he graduated from Wesleyan University in the United States. He has served as a consultant for the countries Fiji, Timor Leste, Afghanistan and Iraq, advising them on their constitutional documents. In 1991 as part of an Asia Foundation Project he drafted the constitution of the Republic of Maldives.

On behalf of Institut Teknologi MARA he drafted the Institut Teknologi MARA (Amendment) Bill 1996 that went on to become an Act of Parliament. In 1999 he drafted the Universiti Teknologi MARA (Amendment) Bill that was enacted by Parliament as Act A1073. The Act converted Institut Teknologi MARA into a full-fledged university.

At the end of 2004, the Barisan Nasional Back-Benchers Club of the Parliament of Malaysia appointed him as a consultant to advise them on reforming and empowering Parliament in the face of the executive branch's dominance of the Malaysian government. (Shad Saleem calculated that between 1991 and 1995, 80% of all bills introduced in Parliament by the executive were passed without amendment.)

In 2006 the Minister of Education appointed him Chairman of a Committee to propose amendments to the Universities and University Colleges Act 1972 [Act 30]. He is also a member of the Apex University Initiative; Distinguished Fellow of the Institute of Strategic Studies; and one-time member of the Human Rights Commission's Education Sub-Committee.

Between 1982-1985 he contributed periodic articles and editorials to the New Straits Times. During 2001 and 2002 he authored a regular weekly column "Facets of Our Constitution" for the Sunday Star. His column "Document of Destiny" appeared in The Sun from 2006 to 2007. Presently he writes a weekly column Reflecting on the Law for the Star.

He is the author of Human Rights, Globalisation and the Asian Economic Crisis', Islam International Law and the War Against Terrorism, Islam, Democracy and Development and co-author of Media Law & Regulation in Malaysia. His book Document of Destiny: The Constitution of the Federation of Malaysia is in print. He has contributed 230 articles to legal periodicals, anthologies and newspapers and has presented 250 seminar papers in 15 countries including the USA, UK, Australia, Germany and Japan.

hahhha~!
i xde keje la.

final paper bel313,

kire da abes paper la kan.

CAYA LA SHAFEEQ !
ahaks~!
ur dad is so cool.

ps//:shaf is one of my best dude.

treasure her.

2008-11-06T13:27:00.000-08:00

kami kawan baik sampai mati.

Sarah Yasmin? who is she? how in the world I end up being her besties for life? yes ! both of us are pre-lawrians. She's in part 3 and i'm in part 2.
how it starts? =)

i noe her since last sem. but we are normal peeps back then. she had her life,i had mine.
it started when she asked 4 my help on the gimmick that she had to handle last sem. the opening and closing 4 the law fest. that is when i learn to coperate with this silly girl. and we tag well.since then,i'm comfy with her.
we know each other since then without noticing that we have chemistry between us.this sem,she asked me to join the debate club as she is the president of the debate club.this is when we start to get tite.
1st.we went to debate meeting together. since then we realised the chemistry that we have. we laugh a lot and becoming so freakin talkative when we are together.
that is a sign of bestie.

after that we become closer and closer and do all stuff together. start to sleepover,sharing each other's problems and all the cliche stuff that girls do 2gether.

and the best part is we understand each other so well. i mean literally can understand each other so damn well.i will go 'sarah,where's my....?' and she's like 'owhh,it's in my locker'. thats how we understand each other.we didnt even have to finish our sentence. and she's becoming more like me(the way we talk and act),and i'm becoming like her. until our surrounding realise that.oh common. i always get 'u sound like sarah la syafira' and she always get 'sometimes u sound like
syafira'.can see now how close we are? and we start swearing to each other that we will be like this 4ever.
it's crazy how we can get this close.it's like faith. and i wish i'm her bestie earlier.
u know why?
becoz she's moving to s.alam to do her degree in law n it's not yet my time to be there.
we are going to be in SEPARATE PLACES next sem.
but i'm not scared of losing her.i'm just scared of missing her too much.

but no matter where we are,i believe that our friendship is strong enuf
to
survive.and no matter what she does,i'll be behind her back supporting her,even if she kill somebody,i will still be at her side.that is how much i love her. so sarah,no worries.(padahal i yg risau sgt) distance wont harm our friendship.i love SarahYasmin.and i'm gonna miss her.

farewell hunny.
this is not the end of the friendship.

new

2008-11-06T12:06:00.000-08:00

what are they?
my curiosity level membuak2.
hihi~!
bile tnye mereke deny.
hmmm..
wanna noe who?
well...

*focus kat belakang Hisham*

*them*

whatever they are.
both of them are one of my chentas.
so,
don't hide my sygs.
=p
coz we will support whatver u do.
muahhxx.
hugs n kisses to both of them.

silly conversation

2008-11-06T11:08:00.000-08:00

it's final week.(iye.part 1 n part2 da finish)
everyone are depress.
and start craping.
and craping.
and talk nonsense.

conversation 1(hisham&syafira)

i was bored studying law.
decide to call Hisham.
nothing.
saje nak manje2.

Sya:hunny,let's nikah.(jokingly)
Hisham:huh? u serius? bole jugak.
Sya:(laughing)
Hisham:huh,it's kinda a good idea 4 us to engage.
Sya:huh?engage?i ckp nikah la.
Hisham:engage and nikah is 2 different thing ke?nikah 2 camne?
Sya:(gelak guling2)nikah tu kawen la bongok.
Hisham:owhh..i thot nikah is engaged.uish, gela ! xnak la nikah dulu.

ade ke dier ckp nikah ngn engage same?
bongok kan?
well,pardon his malay language ppl.
sometimes he just misuse the malay term.
kerana dia bongok.

conversation 2(Rizal&Syafira)

Sya:eyh..u guys good luck ok nnt doin degree in law.
Rizal:i will be changing course.
Sya:really?
Rizal:yerp.i masok lim kok wing.
Sya:shit la.i hate lim kok wing.
Rizal:y? is it because of the word KOK in d middle of lim and wing?
Sya:&%&**!#$
Rizal:they shud put that kok in another spelling.
Sya:dirty minded!

Rizal mmg begitu.
Otak dier x stabil kot.
tp dier dean's list.
pelik x?

conversation 3(secret)

yg kali nie punye,bukan nama sebenar.
ok?

allyn:alamak,sayur xde la kat dining.i nak diet.
fifi:xpe la.u amek a piece of chicken jek la.
allyn: well,sbb xde veggie,can i replace it with 2 piece of chicken?
fifi:(blur,clueless)
allyn:ok kan?
fifi:u bkn nak diet ke?
allyn:tp veggie xde.so same jek la.
fifi:dier nie tawu ke x laen sayur ngn ayam(ckp dlm hati)

yeah.
funny.
chicken cannot replace veggie.
thats kinda funny.

so that are the silly conversation that i had during final week.
byk lagi.
tp nak bace esk paper legal research.
wish me luck.

saya rindu mereka

2008-11-04T03:05:00.000-08:00

saya rindu mereka.
eventhough i can see them everyday.
but not as the same way.
so?
saya rindu mereka.
betul !
xtipu.
sgt windu mereka.
nizam

nizam gumbear

alex hakim

kami scrabble

shafeeq faruqi

they used to be brothers.
they used to be the shelter.
used?
well..
ntah !
still?
kot...
yeah !
i still love u guys.
(muaahhx)

saya rindu mereka.

holding down the guys

2008-10-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

haishh !

don't get me wrong

it is not what u guys think it is.

it's just our class forum la people.

haha~!

i am so lazy to go to class that day.

but then at 1.30pm Amir called me.

Amir:Sya ! tolong i ley x?

Sya:apedia incik Amir?

Amir: hari ni group i forum,but we don't have moderator.

Sya:so,u nak jadik i moderator la nie?i lom mandi. i thot of not goin 2 class today.

Amir:ala.plss.

Sya:ok2. tp i xtawu ape2.camne?

Amir:hentam jek !

Sya:haha~! ok la Amir. anything 4 u.ahaks~!

before the forum(amir & achai)

so.i get ready as soon as possible.

coz the class is at 2.

u noe why i cannot say no 2 Amir?

coz Amir is the guy that will always help me and my girls when we need help.

yeah ! it's true.

and besides,

Amir is such a sweetheart la.

dia selalu baik ngan kami.

during the forum

6 guys mocking

as soon as I reach there,
we start the forum.
and it went smooth.
u know why?
because i am the moderator.
hihi~!
i hold them down !
ahaks~!
(no big deal pon sebenarnye,saje exagerate)

Amir&Achai pose

after the unprepared forum(that is a face of relieved coz i had help a frent)

so,that's basically what happen.
that was the last class that i went 4 bel313.
yeah!
haha~!

the guy in pink umbrella

2008-10-26T04:14:00.000-07:00

i thot i will never love again.

till this guy walks in.

he knocks my hart.

and melt it.

unique.

that is what he is.

he acts differently,

and think not as other people think.

He is Wise.

that is why i love him.

tender.

that is how he treat me.

he teach me the new definition of love.

he cure me from the cut that was in my hart.

and he can stand my childishness.

and he do all that with patience.

that is why i love him.

strong.

that is him.

he protects me from the world.

the mean world.

and he give his support in everything i do.

he boost up my confidence level.

i feel secure when i am with him.

that is why i love him.

that is him.
the guy in the pink umbrella.
he is mine.
i hope nothing can tear us apart.
because u know why?

I LOVE HIM.

a dedication to someone

2008-10-26T00:57:00.000-07:00

who is that someone?
huh~!
u know who...

location: my room

it's been a while,

yeah..

since the last time i had him.

miss?

hmmm..

love?

hmm..

i'll keep that 2 myself.

i on my ym..

he's on9.

he buzz..

the conversation?

him: bile nak ade bf nie? **** risau la fatin xde bf.
FatinSyafira: hmm..ntah..nape?
him:ye la..fatin sorang2.
FatinSyafira: ala.xpe la. don't wory. i am not coming back 2 u.

yeah mr.****

don't worry,

i am not coming back.

i know u have your own new life that has got nothing to do with me.

i had mine too.

dear.

people changed.

so do us.

we had our time,and i thank u 4 that.

it's a lie if i say it's not hurt,

and i never 4get what we use 2 have.

but i know we both grown up in different ways.

u taught me to love.

and i thank you 4 that,

u taught me 2 care,

and i thank you 4 that,

u taught me 2 be strong,

and i thank you 4 that.

and now,

knowing that it's over,

and not there to take care of you like i use to,

it is hurt,

and take quite some time 2 heal.

and

THANK YOU,

4 teaching me not to love somebody so hard.

that are the things that i want 2 say to you.

this songs,4 you.

1)fighter-christina aguilera

2)separated-usher

3)i should have cheated-keyshia cole

4)thank you 4 loving me-bon jovi

and yes.

the memories will remains.

TAKE CARE.

october baby again

2008-10-26T00:36:00.000-07:00

it's not 2 late !
hanya lambat satu hari sahaja.

hihi~!
anyways,

happy birthday my hunny didi.

turning 19 this year.

D-aring

I-ncredibly Stunning

D-olly girl

I-rrestible

=DIDI

She's my girl.

LOVE U DIDI.

AGAIN,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYGKU.

fats?

2008-10-23T13:34:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since the last time i updated my blog.
busy la ppl.
final is comin.
wanna hear whats new?
I AM FAT !
bukti?

CASE 1

i went out with Hisham today,

we study,

pegi makan,

and leypak like we used to everday.

then,at the end of the day.

i decide to snap few pics....

so,i took my hp w880i out,

and start giving my typical pose..

(snap)

huh...fugly..i look fat from diz angle..

(snap)

errhh?from diz angle pon nmpk gemok la syg.

(snap)

fuck! again i look fat la.

(snap)

holy shit!! i am fat !!

and hisham being a cliche boyfriend bg ayat penyedap ati,

'no la syg,u look fine.u look pretty the way u are hunny'

and of coz,i fall for that.

'ahhh,lega sket.maybe dalam gamba je kot.hisham said i'm Not fat'

baru jek rase sedap ati then...

CASE 2

i went back to my room,

haihh..lame betol x masok bilik.haha.

asek lepak bilik org jek.

haha~!

tibe2 rase nk terkencing.

so i get out from the room and time on the way nak ke toilet.

i bumped into my junior which had been so long since the last time i met her,

i smile at her,

she gimme this 'who r u?why r u smiling at me' face.

and i'm like 'hoi.sya la'

and she goes 'ya Allah,kak sya ke?laen nye..'

i'm like 'shit2.ape yg laen nie.pls pls dnt say that word(ckp dlm hati)'

then she blurt the word 'da makin chubby la kak sya'

FUCK !!!!!
I am fat now !
shit !
so obviously la kan,

Hisham telah tpu i.

i'm fat like a seal.

eerhh..

jijik !
but..but..but..

that is not the most pathetic story.

wanna noe which one?

CASE 3

again i'm with Hisham.(yela.mmg kami sentiasa same2)

we went to the library.

i wore a new blouse.

so basically,no one see me wearing that yet.

after a few hours n finish studying,

i went back 2 my room.

the moment i reach my room,

k.quya(my roomate) tell me that her friend(kak yana) saw Hisham with some other girl.

my respon?

WTF?sape pulak si Hisham nie jumpe?

i tanye lagi,

kak yana ckp pmpuan nye camne?

'dier ckp pmpuan 2 BERISI SIKIT DARI SYA,then rambut curly'

i was like'hmmm...sape pulak?'

then a few minutes later kak yana masok bilik,

'ehhh..igt td nmpk Hisham ngn pmpuan laen kat library,sya rupenye,xperasan,pakai baju baru kot(nak sedapkan ati i la 2)'

tp tadi dier ckp kt kak quya berisi sket dr Sya.

u get wht that mean?

the girl that she saw is ME.

i'm the girl yg 'berisi sket dr Sya(myself)'

so?

OBVIOUSLY..

I AM FAT !

people actually didnt recognize me and thot Hisham went out with another girl?

WTF?

gela menonjol yg saya telah gemok.

arghhh!!
stress !
plss..i need help.

i love food.

how can i lose weight if my best accompany ever is food?

i can be so depress kalo tgk makanan x abes.

ghaha~!
i need to lose some weight.

dammit !
tolong bg tips.

saya mahu kurus la.

mahu chantek seperti Jessica Alba'

SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH.

i'm back on the ground

2008-10-19T14:23:00.000-07:00

no more fun.
i've open my eyes.
ive drifted this few months.
final suda dekat.
i promise myself that i will score.
so,rite now i will focus.

thing that i will do :

1)study
2)spent time with my girls
3)loving 'him'

so?

syafira is back on the ground

miss the old days

2008-10-14T12:43:00.000-07:00

location:my room(m1-01-06)
time: 4.29am
mood: depress

'i miss the old days'
that is what running in my mind.
sittin here,alone,in this room.
make me think,
n realised that i spent less time with my girls lately,
and i know,
u girls thot that i drift away.
but trust me my sayangness,
i will never ever put any of ur girls aside,
coz i do love u girls.

i flash back what we used 2 have,
and i really wish the bond that we have is still there,
and will always be there.

random moments(me and my girls)

&sygku didi

malam restu budi

law fest

&sygku laili

trust me when i said u girls r alwez here,

apart of me,
and thank u to:

1)laili(the clown+the food tester)
2)didie(the loud one)

3)shakila(the mommy)
4)iza(the emotional sis)
5)baby(the laugher+the rapper)
6)ely(the sweethart)

4 making my life even more complete,
i swear 2 myself that i will protect this friendship,
as i protect my life,

and i will cherish my girls,
the rest of my life.

girls,

i'm sory 4 the things that ive done 2 hurt u,
bt i swear i didnt mean 2,
girls,
i am the same me,
the one that u know 4 d past few times,
i will always be the same.
girls,
i am here beside all of u if ever anything happen,
i am here 2 give my hand 2 u when ure down,
i am here 2 lend my shoulders when u need one,
i am here 2 protect u girls from any guys that can hurt u,
i am here 2 alwez be ur baby sis,
i am here 2 ask u girls pamper me,
i am here and will always be here,
girls,
I LOVE Y'ALL.

i should have cheated

2008-10-14T10:52:00.000-07:00

somebody recommend this song,
i should have cheated-keyshia cole
i was on9 coincidently,
so i start searching 4 the song....

my 1st respond 'shit la,sgt menusuk lyrics nye'
my 2nd respon 'fuck keyshia cole 4 writing n make a song that is so meaningful n similar 2 my life'

I Should've Cheated"
"
Baby . . .

[Verse 1:]

First of all let me say
You can't accuse me of all the things
you know that you are guilty of
And I see that it is easy for you to blame
everything on me
If that's the case I should go have my fun
and do all the things you say I do
Boy I can't continue to take this from you

[Chorus:]

I might as well have cheated on you
As much as you accused me of cheating
I might as well have lied to you
As much as you accused me of lying
I might as well have gone to the club
As much as you accused me of clubbin'
I might as well have threw away my love
As much as you accused me

[Verse 2:]

You say I was out with somebody else
When my girl told me she saw you with some girl
(Some girl)
But I didn't accuse you of something that I didn't see myself
Realize that I would never do anything to disrespect you
Trust me, you gotta stop accusing me

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Don't you know I wish I knew
that you would treat me this way
If you don't promise me
that you've changed your ways I'm leaving today
And I ain't coming back
And you made it like that
Was unfair to me
All this jealousy
I'm your everything
What will you do without me?
Why you trippin'?

[Chorus]

I should have lied
I should have cheated
Maybe I should have went out to the club
Or maybe I ... should have done it
Should have given away all my love
Or maybe I ... I should have played you
Cause you don't appreciate me, no
And I tried to stay down with you
But you're making it hard for me

[Chorus]

As much as you accused me of cheatin'
I should have cheated
As much as you accused me of lying
As much as you accused me of clubbin'
(I love you)
As much as you accused me of cheatin'
I should have cheated

the verse 2 and the bridge really get me,
seriously,
i actually pause and found myself in tears after hearing diz song(sory ppl,music controls my emotion
what past is past.
but yeah,
I SHOULD HAVE CHEATED ON YOU,
coz the loyalty 2 u were never appreciated,
guess it's over now.

happy birthday my chenta hati

2008-10-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

PERAH OTAK.
how 2 surprise him?
he is special.
and i want it to be special.
atleast he will remember it 4 the rest of his life.

the plan:

syafira:arghh..what we shud do to surprise him?
sarah:anything,maybe u shud do anything sweet.
syafira:typically sweet is boring. what about disgustingling sweet?
sarah:cool.we can ambush him kan?
syafira:haha! freakin cool.let's go grab cakes eggs to throw him
(make a few phone calls,ask the girls to help ambushing Hisham)

it was last minute.
we go and grab the stuff that we need in less than an hour,
MENGGELABAH AMAT SGT.
then,
and wait for Hisham 2 finish his debate meeting.

(aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh)

run,run,run.

syafira:GIRLS !!!!! ATTACK !!!!!!!!!!!

AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN AFTER IT..

disgusting hug(he stinks)

the attacker and birthday boy

thanks people.love u.(really appreciate the help)

birthday bash clothing line

GOTCHA BABY !

hisham:thank u syg.it was really fun.i mean it.
syafira:(smiling)happy birthday hunny.

sygku,
happy 23rd birthday.

love you.

ps: alex ! u igt i xpasan ke u pecah telo kt kepale i? huwa ! nnt u ! it stinks n melekit like hell.

my sarah's birthday

2008-10-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

Sarah my hunny.

hepy 18th birthday.

Welcome to the club love.

we are both legal now.

BLOODY LEGAL.

have fun buying cigarettes,

and go to club easily.

and may our friendship last 4ever.

I LOVE SARAH YASMIN.

changes in the guys

2008-10-06T20:49:00.000-07:00

it's crazy how people can change so much.
and scary.
that's what i see in front of my eyes lately.
the moment that i thot i noe that person 4 ages,
(snap)he changed.
the person that i thot he's a player,
(blink)he changed.
huh~
wanna noe what i see in front of my eyes?

1st guy.

before:
a few months ago,he was betting with his dudes,to get a twin's phone number. He did that for fun.yerp!it's fun to him.it's fun to play around and fooling the girls around.why?becoz he thot all girls are the same.bitches that like him 4 his pockets.and what he wants is a damn hot girl 4 him 2 show off.to boost.not to love.to him,girls are toys.he told me'marriage is bullshit,i don't wanna get marry.' he doesn't believe that love exist.true love.will he change?

after:
he met this girl.an ordinary typical girl.they were friends at 1st.then they get closer.she noes about his bad reputation.he accept him the way he is n never judge him.
he denied that he has feeling for her.coz he was scared to be rejected. n 4 once,he was scared of losing her. the typicalness of that girl that melt him. he was amazed by how average she is n find it as a new thing in his life. and faith brought them 2gether.this girl is there to change him.n now,he is crazy in love n being so damn loyal 2 her that no other 'damn girls' can replace that typical ordinary sweet girl.and yes people,believe me,HE CHANGE.

2nd guy

before:
he was heart broken. then he don't take love that serious anymore. the experience taught him not to love with whole hearted nemore. he takes girls 4 granted. n be mean sometimes to other girls.yerp. that was him. maybe,i said maybe he don't wanna put hope on any girls anymore.

after:
there's this unique girl came along in his life. he thot he wants 2 just play with her.but then,the heart says no. he's falling for her. his bestie tell me that 'he never ever see him appreciate a girl so much.' as for me, i see that he was mesmerise by the uniqueness of that girl. they have different culture. and he learn to accept it. n he wants to settle down. coz he thinks that she's the one. he takes 1 step at a time.no rush.they are not official yet.but i believe that girl has change him.trust me people,HE CHANGE TOO.

3rd guy

before:
he was naive.the sweetest boy in school.then a girl came and taught him what is love.he loves her.as much as she loves him.he was loyal and everyone envy them coz they have such a flawless relation.he is everything that a girl ever want. he done a lot of sweet things for her and she thot that they will spend the rest of their life 2gether.coz she trust him n gave him her heart.they are perfect lovebirds.been thru so many things 2gether 4 many years.she really really thot that they will last forever coz the love for him is so strong n she thot he felt the same way.

after:
he went far.they had long distance relation.they fight a lot.and as they grew up,their minds think differently.he see the out side world. the world that the girl never show her. it is way more fun. his life is on top of the world. and... he 4get. 4get 2 appreciate the girl that taught him love.he put friends before her.he found a girl that he thots better than her. he starts to feel that his girl that he lives with all these years are annoying and boring. he find a brand new life. from a sweet nice boy 2 a rough mean heartless guy.and trust me people,HE CHANGE.

4th guy

before:
he is like a bro 2 her. he protects her and take care of her. she trust him and feel so comfy when she's around him. he's being such a protective bro. she always feel secure when he's around.he hugs her when she's cold and held her hand in the crowd so that she fell safe.he will always make sure that his sis is happy and gives from one advises to another.

after:
he become so cold suddenly. she just don't know what are the reasons.he left his sister wondering and thinking where does she go wrong. suddenly, he take her for granted. he never care bout her anymore and ignore her all of a sudden.he purposely pick up a fight with her.n now they are not close anymore which makes the girl so disapointed in him.and yes people,again,trust me, HE CHANGE.

well,
that is how massive people can change.
what i'm tryin 2 say here is,
don't put high expections on a person,
and don't jugde people based on their past.
that is what i learnt.

yes.
people will change.

selamat hari raya

2008-10-06T20:27:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

it's not 2 late 2 wish aite.

hehe~! here some pixs i wanna show u ppl.

my day on raya.cuzies

siblings(nothing can torn us apart)

the zul's

new baby on raya

not even half of us la.

i am busy !
yesh..
busy making myself fat.
ghaha~!
i get a lots n a lots of comment dr sume org lepas balek UiTM nie.
eg:
1)sya..chubby la u.
2)hunny,u look different.u gain weight la dear
3)weh,gemoknye.
arh! dammit !
maklumlah,raya kan.
common ppl.
raya adalah food festival.
mesti la gemok.
gimme one week.
i lose a few pounds la.
promise !!

penang lagi lah..

2008-09-22T12:10:00.000-07:00

i duno where to start,
so i just post as many pictures as possible,
so that u people can imagine what was my day like in penang the other day.
IT WAS HECTIC !!
n so many things had happen.
the best part is,
i am there with with bestie,
SARAH YASMIN.
and i'm sory that the pictures are not in order.
hehe~!

camel's ass(queensbay mall)

can't wait 2 buka puase

with our dear photographer(mr.ehsan)

tryin out shades

beach(konon berani)

yes.i am a mermaid with legs.(exhausted due 2 d lack of sleep)
*i can sleep anywhere*

bestie's hug

me being vain

same towel coz we share the same hart too

drivin to penang

coz we are so hot,even the baby check us out(ghaha)

arrived in queensbay

resting after shoping(forever21 is a must have)

NO!
that's not just it.
so many stuff happen that day,
but it's impossible 4 me to tell everythin here.
but yeah !
it is one of the awesomest day i ever had.
too bad my hisham is not with me.
*sigh*
but having sarah 24/7 beside me,
not even a single sec i am bored.

i love sarah yasmin !!

we shud do this more often.

hishamness part III

2008-09-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

13th september 2008

her:i love you
him:i noe dear.
her:no i mean i love you
him:yes i noe syg
her:i'm falling 4 u.dammit !
(hangup)

14th september 2008(9.32am)

i wake up.
take my bath,
shit !
i have butterflies in my tummy.
its been so long since i feel this way.
NERVOUS SEYH !!
arghh..
i tried 3 baju n i don't feel pretty.
WTF?
i want to look pretty,
n impress him.
becoz it's our 1st day not as a sis n bro(shut up ppl.i noe u u guys told me so)
lastly,i wore a shirt,
sarung my liz clairbone jacket,
n my jeans.
hmmm..
i look pretty(take a deep breath)
ADUIH..NERVOUS !!

14th september 2008(9.58pm)

yerp.it went well.
little awkward at 1st,
but then i feel comfy being his 'not sis', haha.
and we decide to give each other time 1st
UNTIL....

sarah: korang da official ke?
her:nope.ask him la.he didnt ask me anything
him:(blur face)

aiyo sarah!
we need time la.
xkan nak rush2.

but then...

him:(lift her chin)
her:mati mati mati mati.dia nak wat ape nie(ckp dlm hati)

(he stare rite into her eyes)

him:would u be my girl?
her:huh?
him:be my girl will u?
her:huh?cant hear u,repeat plss(jantong nak gugor la time 2)
him:would u be my one and only girl syg?

(few minutes in silence)

her:i do....
him:u mean it?(shock face)
her:ye laaaa..i doo...
him:thx syg.i'm ready 2 be comited noe.
her:(smile)

-that is how we become official-

ps:ala fuck la if u guys don't noe who is that 'her' and 'him' kan?

hishamness part II

2008-09-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

well..yes.
i noe wht u guys will say now kan?
the cliche 'I TOLD YOU SO'

hishamness.
yerp.i am.

WE ARE OFFICIAL.

ps//: wanna how it happen? wait 4 my next post.hihi~! xoxo..

urban guys

2008-09-13T10:07:00.000-07:00

well..
guys?
its hard to understand guys nowadays.
they are too URBAN.
too sweet,
too bleeghhh(it's a sound effect that shows how annoyed i am)
but still..
the girls keep falling for them.
including me.

wanna noe the sweetest line i ever heard?

guy: arent u tired?
girl:of what?
guy:tired of running in my mind

sweet aite?wanna hear some more?

guy: isn't it hurt?
girl: hurt? y shud i be hurt?
guy: well,isn't it hurt to fall from heaven

we(girls) are dying to hear this words from the guy that we love.
but we know the fact that this people are nothing but a plain SWEET TALKER.
WE DON'T NOE IF THEY MEAN IT OR NOT.
but still..like i said before..
still we fall for these words.
and again i said,
including me.

HOLY SHITTTT !!!!!

I TINK I'M FALLING FOR HIM.
BLOODY HELL.

alex's story

2008-09-12T12:54:00.000-07:00

girls and gossip just cant be separated
(so it's not my fault that i write this blog)

it's weird why alex seems to be so pretty damn happy lately,
well,
it's not that i don't like it,
but it's just weird.
oh common,
he's like my bro.
of coz i love 2 see him happy.
it's just.......
he smile out of no where,
he over-tease me,
he over-laughed at silly jokes,
this is a symptom of people that is in L.O.V.E.
the question is?
does that girl exist?
and who is she?

the gossip:
i went to buka the other day with hisham and sarah.
then i ask hisham..
syafira: where's alex? da lame xnmpk dier.
hisham:well,he's just busy i guess.

(a few sec later)
alex came to the same kedai mkn.
but..but..but..
he is with a girl..
hah !!
gotcha bro !!

alex with r****

so..

maybe that's reason why he looks so peaceful and calm lately.
hehe~!
but yeah..
best of luck mr.alex.
no matter who u pick,
or who u r with,
we(ur sis) will support u,
and like who ever u like..=p

hart u alex..

seeing u hepy lately is such a pleasure..
again,
GOOD LUCK !

how i start my day

2008-09-09T18:56:00.000-07:00

i slept at 5.45am last nite.
layan my bestie berjoget2.
n we are chatting.
and today i have class at 11.00am.
which means i only have a few hours to sleep.
dipendekkan cerita.
lack of sleep la.

then i wake up at 9.00am.
shial.nantoknye.
i look at sarah.
she sleeps like a baby.
shit! jeleshnye.
her class at 4.
then suddenly i saket perot...
huh?
bgn pagi saket perot is the most facktap thing ever.
dgn tidak tahan,i berlari ke toilet.

I NGANTOK.
DAN MAMAI.
just 2 make sure everyone realise the fact that im bloody sleepy.
apabila anda berak sambil mengantok,
jawapan nye adalah pintu tidak kunci.
the formula?
berak+mamai+ngantok=pintu toilet tidak kunci.

because i was semi-conscious
i kinda malas to make sure that the door is locked or not.
i said to myself 'ala.locked la 2'
(untuk menyedapkan hati sendiri)
then a few minutes after i said that.
(bunyik pintu terbukak)

FUCK OFF !!!!!!

U noe what happen kan?
da la dier da terbukak pintu toilet time i tgh berak.
then she was amazed kot tgk i half naked,
it takes quite a long time 4 her to close the door back.
kami sempat bertentang mata sebelom i mule menjerit.
haaaaiihhhh.
what a bad day 2 start with..

but lucky that girl la.

seeing me half naked is a lucky thing.

mesti hari nie dia mulakan hidup dgn senyuman.

bullshit betol !!

i believe that karma exist.

xpe2.

arie dier bukak pintu time i tgh otw beyak,

next time when she goes to the toilet,

other people will bukak her pintu toilet.

ghaha~!
pdn muke!

what goes around comes around.

rasekan nnt owg bukak pintu time u beyak..

pdn muke one more time!!!!

the story

2008-09-09T12:06:00.000-07:00

i check out some old pix.

and i found this.

yeah.those were the happy moments.

as the saying goes'all good things come to and end'

n i stop and pause.

remembering the promises that we had made.

yeah.

that is the thing that hurt me.

the promises.

promises?

It is made to be kept,

it's a combination of sweet words and hopes,

yes,promises create hopes,

and hopes lead to expectations,

that will hurt u,

when the promise is not fulfill.

conclusion:

don't make promises if u're not sure that u can keep it la silly.

it's bloody unmature to do that.

2 all the lovers out there,

please stay away from making fake promises,

it will do nothing but hurt u.

breaking our fast

2008-09-05T12:17:00.000-07:00

it's ramadhan.
me n my fellow girlfriends/classmates go and 'buka puasa' at chinnai.
it's bloody nice.
i swear
because the food was freakin nice and we were damn hungry,
we all lupe nak snap d moment.
ghaha.
chinnai served indian food.
i am so goin there again.
so do laili(the food lover).

after finish eating,
we look at the time,
we tink it's stil early,
we decide 2 go jln2 in village mall.
well,u people know what happen when a grup of girls serbu a shoping complex kan?
oh common,
what else cn girls do?

&didi posing around with baju that we did not buy

fitting rum

bored waitin 4 laili tryin out outfits

well,basically that is what happen 2day.
sekian,terima kaseh.

it's another debate thingie

2008-09-04T11:47:00.000-07:00

well,there's nuttin interesting happen lately.so i kinda put silly pictures that i had taken during the debate meeting tonite.
here's the motion for that day

us while waiting 4 the debater to get ready

no matter where we are,we need to have vain pic.

discussing(shaf is d mentor)ghaha

hisham(the sir speaker) .

well yeah.its boring.i just feel like putting the pictures in.we have d debate meeting every thursday.nuttin special.it's just one of my routine in UiTM. but the best thing is i get 2 meet a lot of cool+intelligent+smart+talkative in here. We get 2 mingle with seniors and juniors. [emillia,ikhwan,izat,diyana] and i start 2 get close with hisham and alex thru diz debate meeting too.

sarah's bday bash

2008-09-02T20:44:00.000-07:00

it's sarah's bday bash.
n yes,bcoz she is my bestie,
i'm gonna be d party planner.

Date : 11th October 2008

Venue: Swiss Inn(pool)

pool party.
basically that's all i can say.
can u imagine the fun already?
the events in the party is a suprise
the prizes are superbly hawt in games.
FUN is GUARANTEE.

only people with invitation can get in.

separated

2008-09-01T19:57:00.000-07:00

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

i don't change.i'm just growing up.

2008-08-31T22:22:00.000-07:00

syg.i've been 2 the surface of ur hart 5 years ago.
and then i get in 2 ur hart.
that is y u adore me.
coz i'm in there.
then i climb up in ur hart.
i make myself on top of ur hart.
that is y u LOVE me.
but i guess now i'm 2 geting 2 deep in it.
im lost in it.
so u cant see me nemore.
but syg,i'm stil there.
n i do the best that i can to climb back.
n make u see me.
n love me.

it's been 5years.
n i wish 2 cntinue counting it.
i don't change.
maybe i get drift a little.
but syg,trust me.
ur name is permanent in my hart.
i bring u no matter where i am.
u're d reason i put limits in everything i do.
all of this is because I LOVE YOU.

fatin syg ayie.
nuttin can change it.
no matter what i become.
i will always be ur baby girl.
the girl that always need u to pamper her.
the girl that always need u 2 remind her.
the girl that always need u 2 hug her.
the girl that need u 2 take care of her.
the girl that u need 2 tell her that u love her.
i'm d same FATIN SYAFIRA that u noe 5 years ago.
in d inside.
i still need u 2 do d same thing u did 4 me.
syg,
all i can say is,
I LOVE YOU,
I NEED YOU,
I CAN NEVER LOSE YOU.

again.we won.

2008-08-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

here's the thing.
we (prelawrians) won the debate comp again.
the prize is rm200 n we go n celebrate the winning in pizza hut.
it's kedah hunn.where else can we celebrate?

toast 2 the debater

i'm stylish when it comes 2 bowling

it's jay.the champ.

debate society

we hav our bitchy moments

&sham

the combination of part1.part2,part3 realy fun that day.
do it again sum other time.
yerp2.
we will.

hishamness

2008-08-30T20:35:00.000-07:00

shit.d scariest thing had happen in my life y'day.
hisham said that i take him 4 granted.
and alex too.
after every facktap things that had happen in my life lately.
i don't need 2 lose them.
any of them.
hisham said 'there are possibilities that 'she' can replace me'
aduih.cam kene tikam jantung.pas2 rase cam nak tikam budak 'she' 2.
senang2 kamu nak amek abg i?xbole.i'm not goin 2 let that happen.
OVER MY DEAD BODY U BITCH.
I don't hate her.
i just despise her.haha.

location:kedai mamak line clear

hisham : u noe what? when i was waitin 4 u td,i leypak with 'she'.

syafira: i noe.

hisham: well,i tink there are possibilities of 'she' replacing u.

syafira: i knew it since day 1.

sakitnye hati.panas.panas.
tp xpe.
i stil can control d emotion.
tp time dekat swiss inn nak p lps g check reservation 4 sara's bday party,
i told him straight away that i don't take him 4 granted.
then,i jalan laju2 masok kereta.
kami diam dlm kereta.
not even a single word.
bodo jugak i nie.
td p jln laju2.
dlm keta dok sebelah2.
dammit.
rase pelik .
he was looking at d other side of d mirror.
i burst into tears.
coz i thot im gonna lose him already.
then,sham go and botak his rambut.
aiyo.he looks cute.
like a tanned version of justin timberlake.
ghaha.
then i decide 2 ask him.

syafira: what is wrong with me.
(he pause.look at me.smile.and hold my hand.lintas jalan)

hisham:i tink that u take me 4 granted.u said i'm not shaf.u're late bile ajak kua.

syafira:that is my bad habit.but i'm sory.

hisham:i'm sory 4 saying that u 'she' can replace u.i was just wanting 2 make u piss off.

syafira:it hurts.

hisham:i'm sory.u're my sis n only sis.she cant replace u.

syafira:thx.

hisham:(wipe my tears)

hisham.
if u ever read diz.
i really do love u so much bro.
u said that i take a piece of ur hart.
n now i want u 2 noe that i don't plan 2 giv it back 2 u.
yes.we don't noe what the future holds.
but if ever anythng happen 2 us.
i want u 2 noe that u're special 2 me.
i never ever feel anythng like diz.
I LOVE YOU.
U'RE LIKE MY BROTHER.

the mois club

2008-08-30T13:36:00.000-07:00

sgt la seronok mlm itu
i was havin a blast of a time with them
i feel protected even d crowd gone crazy
thx 2 sham,shaf,nizam and alex
u guys protect me n sara well
i hart u guys so muchy.
i really do.

i'm a freshie

2008-08-30T12:54:00.000-07:00

atlast.i have a blog.
yeah.it's funny.
igt nak wat da lame da.
but i just don't hav d tyme.
thx 2 mr.syafrin.
and 'nabilah'(shud i thnk u?)
now i can share stuff.. yeargh!
can't wait 2 start..
sile beri tunjuk ajar.
thx.

SketchingLife

Bukan Kereta Honda

uitm jek pon.. 2 pon nak kecoh

cuti semester

OMG !!!!! MUST WATCH !!! pls pls.

hakim lah hakim

langkawi awesome. sumpah x tipu.

silly sketch

i'm back !!!!!

kecik2 da gatal !

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a quote from totin.

why suddenly i have fringe?

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*new*

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holding down the guys

the guy in pink umbrella

a dedication to someone

october baby again

fats?

i'm back on the ground

miss the old days

i should have cheated

happy birthday my chenta hati

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